I’m trying. I’m trying so hard. I’m trying to move on. I’m trying to forget him. I’m trying to pretend he didn’t shatter my very heart and soul. But I can’t. Every person calling my name is his voice. Every object I see is something that reminds me of him. My Mom made butter chicken last night. I normally love it. But instead, I excused myself, said I didn’t feel good, and went and cried myself to sleep. Butter Chicken was his favorite. He said that was what he was going to make for our first dinner in our new home together. Every time the numbness or the pain fades away a little bit, it just comes back stronger.
I’m such a fool. I truly thought I had finally found the one. I thought he loved me. Instead, once again, I fell and gave my entire being to someone who didn’t care. And now once again, I am broken. Except this time…
I don’t know if I can ever be whole again…
I feel your pain. Everyone has gone through this, I’m currently going go through this heart ache. Let’s lean on each other for support. Talk to me when you are feeling low or down.
Only time will heal you. But go through all 4 stage of grief.
After you accept it that its alright to miss him. its alright to have a breakup . only after that you will move on. Love is not painful. the expectations from that someone is painful.
im here for u love.