Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I’m tired of saying I’m fine when I’m not. Wanna know why? This guy at school told me being attracted to the same sex is a phase and that i would never be nonbinary because I have a pu$$y. My mom now wants me dress her way instead of my way which is masculine clothes. My mom told me she does not have a daughter (im a female at birth) that hurt me a lot. My mom wont let me get a haircut (i really need one) and said the hair cut i want is boy-ish when the captions on the picture with the haircut on it says FEMININE. One of my aunts don’t want me around her granddaughters because she scared I’m gonna “turn them gay” then the aunt that lives with me is saying that the haircut i want would suit me perfectly and the eye color i want would be perfect for me (hazel instead of dark brown) I never knew a teenager could go through so much stuff.