Pholosho @blessing
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I’m tired of cry. I’m tired of pretending to the whole world l’m okay. I’ve spent the past year of my life crying. Partly trying to make something work where there was no love, and now having so much love for someone I can’t even be with.So much anxiety I know it’s irrational to keep putting myself in this position, but my old self always creeps back into my own thoughts.When it’s dark. When I’m lonely. I fall apart all over again like I’ve done so many time. There’s nothingthat can be done, and nothing is different than before… so howcan my mind still run through endless scenarios?
