I’m terrified that my mental health is going to drive him away…
Hi babe! I empathise with what you are going thru. Having dated a lot of guys myself, and mostly having a serious relationship, I get too attached to the person I am dating and a lot of times I overthink and make rash decisions.
Fast forward to today, I am married to an amazing guy. He has seen me thru my worst, he knows of my trauma or my trigger points and he still decided to stay. Your mental health will never take away the people who are meant to be for you. The only advise I have for you is try to think things thru and definitely try to talk your shit out. And try not to overthink if he is gonna walk out on you. He might but at least you’ll grow thru these fears. I have so much to say ugh. Fyi, not much has changed for me even after marriage. I cry a lot for literally no reason, alone in my bathroom, question my existence, wonder if I am good enough for my husband. But the frequency has decreased. I just want you to be by your side always. Try to love yourself a little more than yesterday, everyday.
Thank you so much for this!