I'm stressing about and I'm crying and my chest hurts. I'm overwhelmed by my work and its all getting too much. I have no time for myself anymore. I just had a sob session and I don't know what to do.

Stress

I feel like I'm running after someone who just doesn't care about me...

Lonely

Nothing is going right in my life

3am Thoughts

I honestly feel like a shit, like life is unreal, like time is passing way too fast, like I am not doing something right, like I should be doing something else, but I didn't find out yet what. I feel like I am wasting my time, like I wasted 17 years of my life. I feel like I wasted my teenage years. I feel so many emotions, that I can name, but I don't know why I feel them. I feel fear, but I have no idea why. I feel anger but dont know why. I feel disappointment in myself. I feel confused and so unmotivated 

how to stop feeling lonely and depressed? its been few years now and i keep sinking in my loneliness every day and this depressed feeling keeps putting a cherry on top of the tragedies of my life. I tried several apps, advices from ppl around the wrld i met online but i just cannot figure out how to stop feeling lonely and depressed. now if you ask why taking advices from online peeps and not those in ur real life? well, to do that the first requirement is having some ppl in real life to share things with in the first place. anything i do(or dont) i keep overthinking over it which added anxiety and depression to my non-sweet dangerously funny life. 
from past few years im just losing my friends on a regular basis, some to new places, and distance, some to new people and some to their selfishness of using me to get their sh*ts done and now i just cannot stop feeling lonely and depressed, its so damn difficult to live this way, but i dont really have much options, i cant quit cuz im not a quitter but a fighter(loser but a fighter), cant take pills cuz expensive and addictive and cant just start changing my behaviour cuz deep-rooted anxiety.
if someone from this good peeps community can help me find the answer to the question of my life - how to stop feeling lonely and depressed, that would be so soooo amazing and i'll be forever grateful cuz the 'how to' of stop feeling lonely and depressed i found online doesn't works.

Depression

Don't know what to do...
I wanna end.....my....

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Friends

You're not happy but pretend to be.. Don't know where to start to describe your pain.. as society don't accept or make relationship with week mental health person... So, you kept your pain inside you.. 

I have been in depression for past 4 years. Nobody knows it. Infact i also didn't know. The feeling had I didn't know that these were th symptoms.
Today i am still same.
For past 6 years i am preparing for a government job.. Now i have got one.but i feel i got trapped..I dont want to do this job but i have to because u know... "SOCIETY".  
Each and every day i feel like i should run away and not coming back. Sometimes i feel i should.. i don't know..
I got tired of living like this..
The thing is i am afraid of myself now..what if i take huge step..i dont know..i ....

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