Im sorry but talking about my feelings doesn't help me it makes me feel even more useless.Crying is not helping either I dont know what to do.

So idk is it normal to feel like crying almost everyday but not fully have a reason for it your just sad and thinking abt stuff.

Forcing yourself not to be sad when you can physically feel sadness throughout your whole body and mind is a different kind of pain

Have you ever felt..that you have lost the capacity to Cry? Nothing is right in your life, you wanna cry out loud but..BAM!! suddenly you feel that You can't cry instead you're laughing out Loud!!

Depression

I hate it when my tears comes out whenever I feel low...I don't know how to control my tears..I've tried so many times but no I can't stop it...everyone thinks that I'm faking it...even someone told me "no one will value your tears if it comes out so often"...but I can't help it...it feels dizzy...

Crying again like always about a 1 hour muisc lesson tomorrow, yes it sounds rediculus (can't spell sorry) but to me it is so scary 

Anxiety

Getting cry 😢

Breakup

I am really proud of what I did today. Others might consider this as a sign of weakness but it takes balls to show what you feel. There is this taboo around crying and depicting what you feel and I couldn't be happier to show them to this judgmental group of people. I cried while expressing myself I couldn't be happier. 
Call it what you want but I am also unlearning the concept of crying in public. You don't have to keep it all in all the time. You don't have to show your fighter self always. You are allowed to slow down and be yourself, because more than ever, you need yourself

Affirmations

Some useless things we listen everyday.

1) Don't overthink. Why are you always thinking about that?

2) You deserve better.

3) Be strong

4) Don't cry, you are a boy.


My answers to them (mindvoice)

1) I am not a machine to stop thinking when a command is given.

2) Yes, I know. But I don't want someone better. I just wanted my person to become a better version, but I failed.

3) Can you walk with  broken legs? What if I told you to win a race with broken legs, and say stay strong?

4) I am a human. I have emotions, and I will cry if I'm sad.



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