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3am Thoughts

Upset,irritated and cranky!

Anxiety

My mom is making my life worse

what to do when your mom gaslights you

Family

My mom keeps talking to me like i'm in the way or I do everything wrong i'm 13 and I feel so thrown aside.

Frustration

my mom tries to help mental health problems but she really really doesn't and usually ends up making things worse, i love her very much but anytime that i try to bring up something she did that wasn't good or that hurts more than helps she goes oh no i'm such a horrible mom i knew i was a failure etc. i don't tell her lots of things because of that, and when i do try she just lectures me and try's to pin all my problems on a single source when that's not how it works and that source isn't the reason at all, i don't know what to do with her cause i'm pretty closed off when it comes to my emotions when i'm talking with her and she always goes why are you sad and i just say i'm tired cause i never sleep good so it's a valid excuse. but i'm not sad i just don't know what to do with her

I cannot even imagine my mother understanding me ,not once. She makes me feel hopeless. I am burdened by her wants and accusations.

Relationships

So my mom and I have been living together as an arrangement to help her afford mortgage the house after her divorce. We do a lot together but sometimes she doesn't like my "temperment" or "attitude" towards her and it just baffles me how she doesn't see that I act the way I do sometimes because of how much of an a-hole she can be towards me. I seriously can not believe how delusional she is that she can seriously act like her ish don't stink and think that she's always the victim.

Emotional Abuse

sometimes my mother curse me like "you won't be successful, you will suffer like me ... etc. " when we have even slightest quarrels and it really makes me think will my dream won't come true , will I lose my battle as whatever she says becomes true. I know she loves me and she prays for my success though!

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