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Anonymous

I’m so tired of this all :(

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Anonymous

What happened bruh?

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Anonymous

I don’t know how to explain… it’s just my mom and siblings and work. It all makes exhausted

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Anonymous

What they have done?Do you want to talk about it?

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Anonymous

I am the oldest. 19 years and my last year of high school. I had to work up early and make my sibling breakfast ready and do some unfinished homework and run to school before 6.30. My actual classes end at 12. And at 1.30 extra classes starts. And it ends at 3 or 3.30. Then i get something from convenience store to eat and go to tutor some kids. It ends at 6 or 7. When i can finally come back to home, I will be so tired and want to rest. But at that time, my mom would go to put my younger brother to sleep. (he’s 1), and she goes to sleep with him. So my other siblings were twins. They are 5 years old and their are 11 and 15 years old. Had to make them dinner and make bed clean everything, and i don’t know. I just don’t wanna do anything.

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Anonymous

I’m so sorry you have to go through all this🫂
I don’t have any solution but I can feel it truly how burder and traumatic it is for you to live like this every single day

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Anonymous

If there’s no one for me, i want to go somewhere far so that no one can see me.

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Anonymous

I know she will be tired. So, Am i? Staying at home doing all housework isn’t an easy thing. But what about me. I had to wake up early and make my brother’s lunch box ready. Finish up home works, do other things, and go to walk to school before 6.30. While dad drove my other siblings to school. Classes will end at 11.30 or 12. Run back home and again had to go to extra at 1:30. Finish at 3:00. Sometimes, i grab something to eat from the convenience store and go to tutor some kids. Most of the time, it will and at 6 or 7. At this time of the day, i still haven’t had a proper meal or changed my uniform. When i comeback to home it was another headache because of all the silliness and messy my brothers have made. At that time, my mom would be trying to put our baby brother to sleep (he’s 1 y old). After she went in her room to put him to sleep. She goes to sleep with him. Meanwhile, the other 4 were running around shouting and breaking things. I know my mom won’t come out to take care of them, so i feed the twin and make them ready for the bed, vacuum all the floor. Making bed, organising things, and finally putting them to sleep will be almost 2 hours. (They are 5 years old) and their iS two mkre which is ( 11 and 15) make them dinner. That’s when i can breathe. But the dining room and kitchen will still be a mess. When i think about cleaning them, i feel like i don’t have to do that. Even if my mom is tired, at least she should have paid some attention to me. Isn’t it. So there are nights i have to go to sleep without doing the dishes or clean. I have a lot of things to read and assignments to do, too. But i barely got any time to do these things. At the end of the day, i be so tired and exhausted, and it gets worse when i know tomorrow will be the same, too.

… I’m sorry this is a ling paragraph. U don’t have to read this all. I’m just writing my thoughts because I’m stressed. But i hope someday my life will be changed a bit…

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