Iβm so tired of always having to take care of my mother, always being here for her emotionally, making her laugh, be there for her, while sheβs never been there for me through my 3 years of depression. If Iβm not trying to cheer her up 24/7 Iβm the bad child for not being there for their mom, however when Iβm breaking down, Im βTo much bad energy and need a minute aloneβ.
You brought me to life. take care of me not the opposite
Did u talk about ur depression with ur mom?
yeah actually. i also often tell her Iβm having a very bad day with depression, but she genuinely doesnβt care and persues to nag about her problems. Everything is about her and itβs driving me crazy