Iโm so tired of always having to take care of my mother, always being here for her emotionally, making her laugh, be there for her, while sheโs never been there for me through my 3 years of depression. If Iโm not trying to cheer her up 24/7 Iโm the bad child for not being there for their mom, however when Iโm breaking down, Im โTo much bad energy and need a minute aloneโ.
You brought me to life. take care of me not the opposite
Did u talk about ur depression with ur mom?
yeah actually. i also often tell her Iโm having a very bad day with depression, but she genuinely doesnโt care and persues to nag about her problems. Everything is about her and itโs driving me crazy