I'm so tired, I just want to disappear, be nothing. I don't want to die, maybe I just want to be dead but not die, I don't really know anymore. Everything feels useless. 

Thank you, I was feeling bad at that time but I’m okay now. Life is tiring to deal with but I’m working on it. Thanks, I really appreciate it

DONT think like that please , if you need someone to talk to let me know we can maybe text or something but please know you're worth living and you're way more than enough 

Mental Health

Anyone up.... For a chat maybe either funny or a cosy one 😌😶‍🌫️

3am Thoughts

My heart right now really goes to everyone who has a problem with their mental health, but are still going on with their lives. If I could just be there for each one of them and tell them how strong they are, I would. They are awesome people and I want them to know that. They are the strongest, most capable ones, so they should continue holding on with life even if it's blurry, sad and frustrating, because one day, there will come a time that all those lonely nights will soon turn into something good, great even. These I wanted to tell. Today,after having a long and tiring day, I realized even more how hard it is be in this position, and how I've been trying my best to at least stay afloat. No matter how bad my life has turned out to be, I still have some silver linings left to look at---That I deserve a pat on the back after a long day of trying. That I deserve a treat after a long day of keeping up with everybody's pace. That I am still deserving of every great thing the world has to offer no matter how messed up I think I have become. Am I right about these things? or I'm just fooling myself once more? I don't know. Maybe. 


Is it true that we only seek for happiness from a relationship like as a priority to our feelings or there's more of it..?

Affirmations

You are a different person to different people. Annoying to one. Talented to another. Quiet to a few. Flawless to your lover. Stranger to some. Insecure to others. The best to your friend. The worst of your enemy. Someone to one. The one to another. Smart to a few. Daring to others. Difficult to a lot. Unknown to the rest. Who you are is too vast to be classified by the state of your attitude, or categorized by the opinions of others. How others see you isn't as important as how you see yourself! So love & accept the person you are and embrace yourself first before expecting others to do so.

Everyday I wake up and start to think what I did wrong to have this lyf, like why this is happening to me.  Why can't I be like other persons, why can't I have someone, why can't I get good development work in my job, why, why why !!!!?
I am not going to do anything because I have responsibilities to look for but everyday I am thinking about ending this lyf. Thinking about this, I just smoke, smoking too much, I can't sit and do nothing and I am not getting good work, if I get good work then not a good salary. Not have courage to do anything.

Anxiety

Hello Everyone,

I feel very demotivated. I want to do something in my life but every time I got rejected by companies. What should I do to get motivated again?

It is really difficult to keep the painful thoughts at bay. I have been trying to make myself realize that when people are cheating on someone, they don't care about anything else but themselves. And nothing in the world can bring them back. I am trying so hard to find out my own self, to love myself from the deep inside of myself. Sometimes I wish such a love should not have happened in my life where I gave all the love and received so little. I feel like I am eventually going to give up on trying anymore. Why can't people be honest with each other? Why can't they say the truth? Why they make one suffer so badly while they enjoy what they do?  

One Sided Love

Hi, Im 22yrs old. Ever since the pandemic covid start and I work 2 months in the office and I started to work from home because of covid and that I started to feel anxious and having panic attacks whenever I start work in my shift. I work 10hrs and my schedule is night shift. The work load in my work is very stressful and my manager is always pressuring me to finished all my work before end of my shift which trigger my anxiety. Whenever I start my shift I always wish not to wake up anymore, my heartbeat beats so fast that I can't hardly breathe normally. My hands always trembling whenever I start to open my laptop. I'm having trouble sleeping as well because I always worry what will happen next day. I always cry as well before and after my shift ends. i started to hate myself for being like this. 

i sometimes seeing myself in the back of my mind that I'm in a room with no doors and windows. I can't get out. :( I see the world black and white and there is nothing to interest me anymore. I feel hopeless and worthless. I started to hurt myself to avoid this feeling that I'm experiencing because this is new to me and I'm having a very hard time to deal with this. 

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