I'm so tired after finishing 4 subj module and my aunt just hand me 3 more of her daughters module due tomorrow they said they can't answer the other things so they need my help😔i cannot think straight anymore and i also got a online class to attend to at 8pm-9 its 6:17 right now and i need rest. 

Sometimes it's better to say No politely 

Need someone 

Every second day my bf does something and I cry because of that. 

Visca Barca 🎊🫶💓

3am Thoughts

When my brain is extremely stressed out, I get an anxiety attacks which turn into episodes of insomnia. Last night I had an episode of insomnia, and now I am trying to get some sleep, but I can’t fall asleep. ￼￼￼

Exhausted

Avoid toxic people and their company as they will always attempt to make your healthy mind feel sick. 


Breakup

i always see children with their dads playing in the park and i hate it. I dont hate the child and the dad but, my life, i hate that my dad was never there for me, i hate that instead of taking care of me he fucked up my life, i hate that he made me feel like i wasn’t enough, i hate that he would compare me to other people, i hate that he stayed in my life. I wished that he could have left my life when i was born so i wouldn’t feel this pain in my heart everytime i see a happy kid with their dad or my step dad playing and being a good dad with his kids. Why does he hate me so much that he would stay and make my life a living hell? why does he now want to start being a good father?? He would beat the shit out of me as a kid now he want to pretend it never happened?!?! The word dad has been stained by him that i cant even call my step dad "dad" who has been more of a dad than he will ever be. Even then i cry knowing im not his actual daughter, If one day my mother and step dad split up i will be dad less. why was i born into a family who hurts me or doesnt want me? i dont know but its lonely, sad, and painful. To see myself ever being happy is a dream i have thrown into the trash.

Child Abuse

Here are some thoughts I have had about my cat in the last 4 weeks: What does he see with his eyes and mind? What does he want? Does he understand the world? Is he happy? Does he know how much we love him? Does he know I would die for him? Like literally I would jump in front of a moving vehicle for him. Does he like his food? Does he hate his food? Does he want friends? Why Is he scared of dad? Its because he keeps whistling at him like he’s a dog, I hate that. He’s a cat, talk to him like a human baby not an animal, it’s like 10 times a day “Dad he’s not a dog!!! Don’t whistle at him don’t clap at him!!” What is my dad’s plan with socks? Is he trying to condition him to the whistles so he likes him more than he likes me? Why is socks sleeping on my dad’s pillow next to him? Has the whistling worked or is my dad sneaking in extra treats? What is my dad’s game? Why can’t he just let socks hate me less than him? If he becomes second last then I’m right there at the bottom with strangers who want to touch his butt or give him a bath. Can I convince dad to get another cat, blaming socks’ loner behavior on his need for a companion or will dad try to make that cat like him more too? What’ll happen if I have 2 cats who hate me? How will I know all of this? Who is John Galt?

Other

I'm starting to think she never really cared about me. She only cared about her needs. But I guess all women are self-centred like that. I should just move on and forget about her or dating again

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