I'm so much anxious about Hannah baker in 13 reasons why.
If someone is there who is living depressed life please message me 🥺.

No but it will help u to not take any wrong step


Message krne se kya hoga? Depression Kam ho jayega?

Anxiety

Hi ..

Hope

#justiceforarvey
Stop Bullying ! 
Zero Tolerance For Bullying !

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Reality 

I don't know why I liked you
I don't know why I met you
I know I made the first move
because I expected something out of it. 
I thought you are different
I thought we can connect. 

You laughed at my jokes 
You cried at my pain
You gave me advice 
You gave me a friend. 

But I knew we could never be more,
You were not different.
I thought you were grey
but realised you are just simple 
Black and White. 

I made the first move 
and you just tagged along.
I was the one who ended it-
I just wanted you to say
that you wanted to Stay.
But I said "Stop" 
and you never turned back. 

Soon you became my escape
I wanted you to stay forever.
I can never forget you.
I do miss you.
I let you go
and you didn't stop me. 

But I know,
You did right by yourself.
We were never meant to be 
each other's destinations,
I was just a milestone on your way. 

Why do I expect you to reminisce me 
when I ended it?
Why do I expect you to reach out to me
when I bid you goodbye? 

I know now,
I liked you because you seemed like the one who would change for me. 
You were simple,
nothing exceptional, 
You had no drama,
seemed quite naive,
but supportive.
I was wild 
so I wanted to be the one to show you life. 

I was young
I thought people meet 
and it just clicks
and the rest is history.
I was not wrong 
but that's an exception.
Generalisation is, love is as simple 
as unlove. 
Noone will stay if you ask them to leave
they won't cry
they won't beg
they will walk away
and never come back. 

I met you when I was at the edge
I learnt hard lessons 
Now I came a long way.
I know now,
Noone teaches anyone anything
everyone is discrete
they learn their way 
on their own. 

I can't help but wish 
you knew me now. 

I wish we could meet every midnight 
and I could drench my sorrows into you.
I'm that selfish 
but I wish you could still be my escape. 

I could never truly be yours
despite it all
You were never enough for me. 

You were just time to tick by 
in reality's maze. 

B.

(pla do tell me how is it, and a prequel to this one is on my page too under the name "STATION")









Lonely

What to do with emotionally immature parent that always throws tantrums I can't take it anymore it's exhausting and it makes me tremble whenever he does it like it's big deal 

Har kamyabi  k pichay kis ka hath hota ha   ................ Jawab do... 

Life

why cant i reply or connect with anyone? I have to go to my drafts and post from there

Compassion

***Trigger Warning***
Hello, this might be a long story but it's something that I've been keeping to myself all these years and it's getting harder to live with it weighing down my shoulders. If anyone who reads this has some advice for me, I'd be really grateful.
It's been 9 years since my dad touched me in his sleep. I was 11 then and my family lived in a small apartment so we had to share a bed. One night, my mom was finishing up the laundry while I lay down next to my dad. He was already asleep so I just lay there next to him and tried to sleep as well. Suddenly, I felt hands touching and fondling my chest and thigh and I remember turning my head to look at my dad who still had his eyes closed while his hands were on me. I didn't dare move, though I don't remember why. I was still so young and knew close to nothing about the situation I was in. All I knew was that what was happening to me was not right and if I told anyone, there would be major consequences. I woke up the next day and everyone acted like nothing happened. I remember observing my dad and he acted so normal and carefree that I just knew he didn't know what he did the night before. That was the first and last time I was ever touched in that way. I don't remember how long it lasted. It felt like an eternity as I lay there nervous and scared, waiting for it to end, but in reality it probably only lasted close to 5 minutes. Those 5 minutes changed my life forever. After that one night, my entire personality and relationship with my family shifted. Instead of my carefree little miss sunshine self, I became closed off and would always opt to be alone. I rarely spoke to my parents unless it was necessary and being alone with either of them was too hard for me. People started to worry about me and my sudden shift but in the end, they probably just decided that I was going through a phase that most kids at that age do. A lot of time has passed since then and my relationship with my parents has arguably gotten better- I talk to them more now and can spend quality time with each parent individually. But it still does not change the fact that I was unintentionally molested by own father. Until now, I have never ever spoken of it with anyone. I never told my dad in fear of absolutely destroying our already damaged relationship (damaged to me but I'm sure it's not damaged to him). I never told my mom for obvious reasons; she would freak out and that would definitely have serious consequences on my parents' relationship. I never told anyone else, especially people that my family is close with, in fear of ruining my dad's reputation. My father is the nicest man I know, it was just an extremely unfortunate time for me to be laying next to him in bed while he was probably having a wet dream. 
All that being said, I've been keeping this whole story bottled up to myself to protect the ones I love. However I can't deny that it's been eating away at me slowly but surely. Now that I'm 20, I'm wondering if this unpleasant experience will pose a problem when I get intimate in the future (I've been single my entire life and have never gotten intimate with anyone). Typing this out helped me a lot already and I feel like I can breathe again. Thank you for reading my story.

Relationships

Hi Hunnies
I have two mommies, they alwayzzz scold me. I am leaving this house, plzzz tell me what2do

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