im so happy today because today is completed 8 musical years of darshan ravall and his bluefamily 🫂😭💙 

Dipanshu Kushwaha 

all but most favorite tera zikr and Tu mileya

supriya bhoir 

akn....

Love

I feel I'm unworthy of love :(


Hope

i’m such a fucking loser

Lonely

I loved him when we were bestfriend,I asked him out and we started dating.
We've been in relationship for 3 years but we don't meet often as we live him same town. I always ask to meet,(we barely meet once in 3 months) it makes me mad cause all we do is text and calls , and when we meet it's always for physical closeness. Now we'll be doing long distance and he says it'll be better we'll be able to meet properly.(But we'll be living far far far away barely we can meet once or twice in 4-5 months) He says it'll be better for god's sake how am I supposed to trust him when we don't meet in same town . I love him and i believe he does too (we both are loyal) but this meeting once in 6 months I don't believe this shit will bring any good. It's annoying and irritating for me but for him he thinks long distance will be better tf.

3am Thoughts

Why do people change when you start considering as forever?

Hello, how are you people doing!? 🥰🤗
Loving this platform, finally can vent my feelings and let go of things keeping me down. Feels nice.

Mindfulness

Okay..I was clicking pictures of myself..ummm..I was wearing decent cloths only but it was a little short umm..it was a tube top..so when I was clicking picture my neighbour suddenly came and ask me "what r u doing?"..I said I was clicking pictures..then she went to her house...I'm soooo *embarassed* now..idk wht to do...I just want to know is it bad to click pictures in a tube top?..yeh I live in a conservative society..ughhhh

Exhausted

Kauno bihar hai kya idhar??? Ham baliya se aur aap??

Iam feeling disturbed ,sad and heart broken not because of a boy,but because I was born as a girl in an indian middle class family and also because I have the most toxic family.
I feel like running away from this place and go and somewhere far and start fresh were nobody knows who iam,iam asking why me and why should I suffer this much pain😠😫.
What did I do ,I never asked my parents to make me and now iam all bad, disgust and burden to their life,it's because of me they have expenses and even a small mistake is such a big disaster I make and even if my brother does something similar big ,that doesn't matter boys makes mistakes,what girls are not allowed to make mistakes 😬.
Idk how I lived no EXISTED in this place all these years,maybe going to school or college helped and because of this pandemic I don't even have a place to go and be peaceful ,all iam asking is leave me and alone and give me some peace of mind.
I am holding on a very thin string  between suicide and murder😑.
I hope God gives me patience and strength to exist here until I complete my studies and get a job and go far away.
Being  a baby you don't know anything or atleast cannot understand ,now it's hard to live.
I hope when I get a job and go to other place I will be able to heal from all my past traumas and painfull memories.
I don't know how I can work on my mental health in such and environment and I pray to god 🙏 that the pandemic gets over quickly and I will be able to goto college and get some peaceful time.

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