🧸🎀 @toxichousehold2
I’m so fucking tired of living! I want to end it here and now! Will I have any regrets? Well only for words that I didn’t said and for those times I wanted to scream but didn’t… I don’t have any purpose here, some of y’all can tell me that I will be happy or day or another bullshit but hey we both know that miracles aren’t really promised. Why am I living? well I’m still here because I’m hoping… hoping that one day someone won’t only tell me that I need to stay but I want them to come and pick me up from this hell so that I can finally live… I MEAN REALLY FUCKING LIVING NOT ONLY EXISTING! I hate people… why? because they can’t shut the FUCK UP, they keep talking for what? what do they breathe?! I can’t even hear my mom breathe since she traumatized me. Like seriously I AM SO FED UP WITH ALL THIS BULLSHIT AND THOSE STANDING SHIT THAT WE ALL CALL PEOPLE. What about the society? this word means nothing, people always want to categorize everything, people always want to control, they want power but no one will ever just shut their ass and lay their stupid ass ANYWHERE and simply take a breath. You are afraid of judgment? well so am I but no one cares, you can live in peace either way people don’t give a fuck at all, you can also die as well people will only care to give a reaction but at the end of the end their life will keep going without you and the memories they had with you will slowly disappear when they will turn their back to return to their monotonous life.
