Iβm so envious of people that are confident. Who are fearless. Who doesnβt care about what other people think of them, even if it seemed like the world is against them.
I just have this self-loathing crap and anxiety that is slowly suffocating me. Along with intrusive thoughts that are getting so annoying.
Most of the time, I wonder why I am like this.
just ask yourself these questions
Are you a good person ?
Are you trying to improve ?
If yes to these question. Thatβs all anyone can ask of you. I know itβs hard to not get anxious about it, and it isnβt something you should be ashamed of. Just do your best in reminding yourself , you only need to answer to you
Thank you for taking your time in telling me this :).
I always doubt if whether I am a βgoodβ person, and I keep saying Iβm trying to improve, but sometimes I just donβt get the will to truly improve myself.
But I will try to keep in mind (and hopefully apply it to myself) that I am who I am and accept it.