I’m slashing myself w cuts . I wanna die so bad . So bad . Some ppl aren’t meant to hurt you . Dad you weren’t supposed to be like this. You weren’t supposed to be. I can’t breathe I can’t move out I can’t carry on anymore can someone pls kill me . There is nothing left to fix anymore
I tried everything . Every fucking thing . I’m slowly becoming a psychopath . I might murder my dad . I’m afraid of myself . Darkness is slowly taking over . N I’m loosing the fight . I can’t fight anymore. I wanna quit . How many pain killers are required for drug overdose?
No painkillers are needed trust me …if there is darkness there will be light also please for once think about this … there is not a single thing which cannot be fixed okkk …you donot end your life or anybody else’s just because you think there is nothing left …get up daily remember to smile …there are people to talk around if not family members then search online for support groups … remember you had dreams …and that were meant to be completed no matter what …ik there are things which need to ve fixed …give yourself little bit of time …good things will happen for sure …I trust you ok …I trust you you will not do anything to harm yourself or others…get yourself up meditate, excercise ,smile,read books watch good happy movies …be proud of yourself for putting yourself together even after loads of shitt happening around you …you will be so proud of yourself one day that you did it …
There are people around for talking and helping pls pls have a look
You can move out …you can breathe…you have been doing okk …just find the some goodwill .find some good motives …ik it will take time but I trust you moree you will be able to get out of this okk . it’s good you know what you are going through …bow the thing is to solve …give yourself few months or maybe more …it is going to work out … remember you are brave and you are important …you are meant to fly 🕊️…not to cut yourself down …try something which calms you down …do what makes you happy … and slowly and slowly you will be out of it I promise
Nyx @lost_not_found
I understand your wanting to hurt yourself. Its really hard to go throuh the same anger and disappointment one day after another. Its never an easy thing to get up and just be happy for a moment. But there are people who would be happy if you just exist. It would be your mom or your sibling. They dont want you to do or be anything. They would want you to just keep going because once you know that if you fight back, you will be able to inhane and exhale normally again. You need to talk about your urges with someone you know. They wont judge you. But they will help you get out of this. You’ve got this. This isnt the end. Trust me. I am right where you are and I know what its like. But this is not the end.
this is literally me but with mom, i feel like murdering her, everyfuckingday i think about killing myself. I tried to kill myself but couldn’t because what if i don’t die and my mom makes my life hell after that? can’t we die in peace? atleast let me die in peace god. I don’t wanna live live anymore. Every after two days i cut myself, i feel like i deserve to bleed, i feel like if i can’t die then i deserve to bleed. It’s so frustrating living w her. Everyday i go to bath, i burn my back with very hot water. I just wanna die. I can’t cry because fucking water or whatever it is has dried up. It is so painful to think and it feels so heavy inside and i can’t release that heaviness from tears also. Everyday i wish to god, either kill me or kill my mother. I wake up and she starts shouting &abusing. Literally tells me to die, and says she’ll break my mouth, head, legs and hands. I can feel you.
