I'm seeing a change and hope after 6 years. I thought I will be happy but I'm scared now😫

Family issues are sorting out. This is much i can share but thank you

No worries
You will get through this
And its ok whatever u feel😀

Hope as in what
Like moving on or family issues etc
If u r ok to share.
And whoever u have felt and came out of it
It will get ok 
Maybe after long years scared feeling is there
So dont worry.😀

Feeling overwhelmed is okay, enjoy every emotion. And be happy this time 

I need to feel productive and confident 

Anxiety

Anyone from biotechnology or life science background ?

College

If someone is listening music ryt now, then add these songs in your playlist, if you like soft and slow songs 

Hawayein by Anuv Jain
Har ek pal 
Alag aasmaan by anuv 
Never be alone by shawn
Gul by anuv 
The wisp sings 
All of me 
Smoking and crying 
Make you mine acoustic 

Music

Feeling bored 

Alcohol

I m stuck in a loop hole of loneliness
I don't know how to get out and live life happily i really wannaa die i m feeling like killing myself everytime 
My mental health is not good at all and i really need some kinda medication for it..
I can't concentrate on daily chores i can't study effectively i m just lonely and depressed and failed 

Depression

Hi ,actually I just discovered that such platform exits so I'm here...
Well I'm 19yr old girl or should I say **fat girl** .There are many things going on my mind recently and have no one to share . I have 0 friends ,ever since my school life my friendship was till that specific grade and new friend for different grade ,In other word classmate would be better than friend . In my 3rd&4th year highschool was same too,friends till that year ..no one will ever check up on me until and unless it's me who would contact them first . So 0 friends now ....I don't know  why no one wants to be friends with me ,I just assume maybe cuz I'm not beautiful or just annoying.  I'm introvert btw so I'm not comfortable to open up soon as we met it takes time but no one waits. Other thing I really have no idea what to do in life !? Like I have no dream or ambition that I want to perceive, I feel useless . In my family mu cousins are smart and that makes me insecure about me more . Ever since primary school I never got 1st rank in school even though my percentage was high , and as the grade increased my percentage decreased ,I feel dumb now . My parents are really good they never pressured about anything and just want to be educated and successful (whose parent wont want that right?) Recently my father had a health issue ,and my mother is diabetic, she is always concerned about me ,it makes me think that maybe I'm the reason why they are so stressed up , I can do nothing to help them up, They never oppsed my wants since child (i never asked for something since few years now )but they were always okay with that( let me metion that our financial situation is not that good) .... maybe anyone would think im brat ,but maybe yes i am ..i never help them with anything like even small householdwork ,i quarel alot with them,I still remember a thing I said to them when i was maybe in 4-5th grade and I still regret that and will till the end ....but in the end of the day i really love them and i never told them that the love i have for them and i guess i will never be able to .....I always think that,my parents would have faced less problems&would have been less stressed up if i was not their daughter.  They really deserve more better than ME!! I'm not capable of making them proud for being my parents, there are many more things to say but let it be. I ....I just hate myself ! 

Insecurity

I cannot deal with my ex-boyfriend being friends with this girl who caused problems in the relationship. I’m tired and I just wanna get out of here 

Breakup

i am in a relationship for 4 years..am 20 y/o now and i dont regret any time of it,we have a great bond and i actually started loving myself more,we have never let our relationship affect our career and i have been doing pretty well too..
but am highly ambitious so sometimes maybe i overthink that what would i be doing if i hadnt been in a relationship for these years would i been doing more things,have i become too emotionally dependent..what if he isnt that ambitious..but i also love him and what we share is unique and i dont think so anyone will ever love.respect,understand me way he does

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