I'm scared to do things. Learn. I strongly feel I'll fail. I avoid challenging. I'm scared.

I'll try. Thanks muskan. I need constant reminder. I'll try.

It's normal to feel like this at some point, I'm going through the same as well, but I try to focus on what's going on or what important like it's hard to do it when things like this come across, but just keep yourself together.

It's better to try and lose rather than not try. At least u tried. It's ok to fail in things we are all human and learning from that failure matters more. 

College

Today was a good day

Binge Eating

Is adulting also about losing friends?🤕

3am Thoughts

How do I stop looking intimidating or mean ? 
Yesterday only a good friend of mine told me that she was scared to talk to me and I was like what !? and then she added that her first impression of me was wrong and that I’m actually sweet . And honestly this isn’t the first time someone has said that to me and I wonder why is it this way ? Is it because of my appearance or is it because of the way I carry myself and I don’t seem to understand what to do about it ? I love making friends and I genuinely love being around people ( if I’m not sad or having a bad day ) and I want them to come up to me and talk . I don’t want to be the “ hard to approach “ but a sweetieeee!!! 

Overthinking

Many people here making assumptions about women based on some shitty YouTube videos. What happened to you guys? 

Frustration

I have disconnected with everyone here i just don't feel like anything is there to put.
It feels like i am gaining simpathy.
It is the miserable feeling i feel.
             A quick update.
I have been in a relationship when i am not postings anything and we have breakup to iam all alone that time i don't know what to do but thanks to god i haven't done anything wrong with myself it is just i can't able to get over it till now i miss that person but now its ok i am trying to learn how to let things go..........
I learn how to be alone also how to help other but i have become cold and rude i haven't seen my self in this way but i am okay with it to.

Life

Hi guys. I just created an account here. I’ve been feeling a bit low ever since the 2nd lockdown occurred in my country. There’s been a lot on my mind recently and’ I don’t really know who to talk to. I have friends that i’ve known for a very long time but don’t feel confortable opening to them. I know they won’t understand how I feel because the few times i’ve tried talking to them their words towards me were just so far from what I needed to hear. I know seeking confort from them and hearing their advices will annoy me and make me feel even more shitty. 

I’m 18 and started college on September. I thought uni life would be so much fun, just like in the movies. Boy was I wrong. I haven’t made any friends, lost motivation to go to class, found out that the subject I was studying for was not for me and now that I want to change it to something else, everyone around me just make me feel so fucking stupid. Like they would just look at me after I’d tell them what I want to study and be like « aren’t u dumb? » « you must be kidding » « that isn’t for you » « you have no clue what you’re doing and going to do ».??? Like no fuck Einstein, I know i’m Not sure that’s what I want to do but NOT ONE of my friends and family actually gave me a real piece of advice. Maybe like « how I could see you do this » « I think you should consider tatada.. ». The worst in this is that my decision wasn’t even dumb. I’d rather give up Now than spend another 6 months doing something I know for a fact isn’t right for me. And when I explain this to people they have nothing to say bc they know i’m Right, they’re just so used to criticising me that they won’t even recognise when I do something right. That’s just fucking toxic. 
I feel sad cause I feel like i’ve Always been there for people close to me, always tried to help them out when they needed it, be there whenever they needed an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on. I’m not asking for anything in return than just the same thing. Yet, out of all the people that I know, not one can genuinely understand how I feel and how I think. 

I’m 18 and everyone is pressuring me to know what I want to do with my life, especially since this virus arrived, wrecked the economy and threatened all of our futures. I know every student or young people also feel the same as I do, but I just want someone to listen to me. 
Anyways, I wanted to let this out at least. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.
And thanks to everyone who’s read that far. 

Stress

Anyone from Nepal?

Friends

I like someone who doesn't feel the same about me. We are really close friends and I just can't stop thinking about him. He knew i liked him but yeah we are just friends lol 
It's getting very difficult for me to move on from him, I just can't. I wanna marry him. I am not kidding. 

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