Sukhman @sukhman
I’m scared that I might hurt myself and do something I shouldn’t do and mess up my relationship with my brother who cares for me the most. But I’m confused whether he really does care for me or he just wants something from me.
suraj kumar @008sr
Hey!! Why and what happened?
Sukhman @sukhman
Hi! Thanks for replying.
A lot has happened in my life. I have depression, anxiety, bulimia, and CPTSD. The last four years have been quite difficult. I kept everything to myself. But I was too overwhelmed one day and couldn’t take any more of it. So I attempted s**icide but failed. My brother noticed that I was different and asked me what happened? So I told him everything and he has always been nice to me and is always there to listen to me. He is the only one who knows what’s going on. No one else knows about it, even my parents or other siblings.
But now he himself is going through some rough time and I feel like a burden on him for sharing how I feel. And with this, I get panic attacks (at least 2 each day) and feel like dying and giving up on everything. I am afraid that I might do something like that again. And he too seems to be different these days. I don’t know whether he is annoyed with me or is it due to some reasons.
suraj kumar @008sr
Hey first of all relax!!! I would suggest you to talk to him because its also important that you should know what he’s going through!! And don’t feel burden because you guys understand each other and it shouldn’t be stopped , only a good conversation , sharing of unshared feelings can help you both!!
suraj kumar @008sr
And please fight and be strong!!
suraj kumar @008sr
This life is really tough I know!! Even I can’t feel what you’re going through but you’ve to be strong!!
Sukhman @sukhman
I talked to him but I can’t help him with it because it’s his relationship problem and I can’t do anything about it.
Sukhman @sukhman
thanks, <3. I’m trying to be strong.
suraj kumar @008sr
You just talk to him!! Ask him whether all good or nor
suraj kumar @008sr
Good!! It is tough but one day will come for sure !
Sukhman @sukhman
But if I text him or call him(as he lives far away) he doesn’t reply back and when I ask him why he didn’t reply back and if I’m troubling him he just says he’s been quite busy and when I ask him if he wants to talk or if I could be of any help to him, he just straight up says no. He is the closest to me and I can’t see him like that. It hurts me more.
suraj kumar @008sr
Okay it happens!! Give some time but never stop texting or calling!!! It’ll stretch the distance!! And please never go for wrong options!
Sukhman @sukhman
thank you so much… I needed someone to listen to me and help me out.
suraj kumar @008sr
I’m always here!! Feel free to reach me if any!!!
Aakifah @kifah
Hey
Do you want to talk about it?
Sukhman @sukhman
Hi. Thanks for replying. But I’m working on the issue. Thanks for your concern.
