I’m scared. I’m afraid that in the end I really did commit suicide, all this time the thought of suicide always crossed my mind. I cant talk to people around me because they will judge me and think that im just kidding. I want to go to psychiatrist, but My parents are not the supportive type, we don’t talk about our feelings in this family. and I think even they don’t care about me. My mom wants to divorce, but my dad doesnt want it. Now my mom in another city, she left us. For me my father’s decision is not right, both side are suffering. And rn my mom being too friendly with her guy friends
Strawhat @strawhat
It is not your fault. And there are lot of things that we cannot control. I can understand the helplessness you are going through. This phase will pass. Please try to talk to your friends. Real friends will never judge and if you are not willing then you can talk to me.