I'm really down. Am currently going through a painful divorce. I can't just wrap my brain around why everything is happening to me now. My world literally falling apart right under my watch. 

Hope you Can find a better love.
     Hope you get over it soon Too💛

Divorce

I just don't like life sometimes. Want to stay calm. Listen to soothing music. I want to just have simple life in the mountains. 🥹

Adulting

Can't even share my thoughts to someone I feel so useless for some reason . The things I use to like and love are now meaningless.  Feeling lost 😕 😞 

Anxiety

Anyone studied about Sigmund Freud. 

3am Thoughts

So i know i seem like this happy bubbly person whos attached to their bff but i take anti-depressants and meds for anxiety. And lately i've been recently been researching if i can overdose on that or over the counter like ibuprofen too. I just took 20 pills and everything feels numb and dizzy. Things have gone down hill but i don't know if this will work, maybe i do but theirs another side that hopes it won't. :l

Suicidal Ideation

My god I'll feel I'm so out of trend. Like i don't know what to do around these kids like 5-6 years younger to me. Whatever they say goes flying over my head

Veettil swarnam vechitendin nattil thedi nadappu? 
#loveyourself#knowyourwealth✨️

Its been awhile!! And life is always rollercoaster one day it'll be fun, exciting then the next you'll be crying and its so hard to go back up 😥

I don’t know how to say but I think I’ve been suffering a lot since 2020 has begun .the worst year for me so far and the reason for being the worst is not anybody else but my parents,particularly my mother and my brother I know it’s very Bad to say and people might judge me with this but I have tried to commit suicide around three times in past year just because of my mother and my brother I am a very extrovert sort of a person who loves to be around people and people loves to be around me the only problem she have with me is my indulgence with my friends I don’t know what has happened to her But she has been behaving really differently since the lockdown happened
 she doesn’t let me go out talk to anybody over phone and no matter how much I try to explain her she never understands me she has problem with everything she doesn’t gives me money she doesn’t even loves me 
The last incident that happened that broke me out and forced me to think about another suicide was that I went out with a friend and there we had a drink of beer that’s it and my mother saw the bill and she made a chaos out of it she even told my father know I don’t know what’s going to happen next 
she blames me for everything she says that my brother is on wrong track because of me he is in class 11th I am just really sad I am not happy in my life anymore from Leggit past one year 
And ik no one can help me with this situation!


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