I’m overwhelmed. Maybe because of the work and everything but I feel like I keep putting myself second. Need to pay attention and take care of myself because what’s the point of all that 

Exhausted

I am trying to be positive, but it's being too much hard lately. And sliping deep into depression day by day. I am lossing all hopes.
I know that i am just 19 too young to be have this kinds of thoughts but my mind is messing with me. 
 Everyday i wake up in the morning it's always feel like a burden. My whole body is aching, don't filling like doing anything,idk what should I do 😭



Depression

Taking a leap of faith. Let’s see whether my ship  floats or it sinks.

Hope

How do I shake off this feeling of being completely useless

Suicidal Ideation

Soo ; Life is not about worrying 
Yeah u heard it right it just the way how we see our problem stop worrying and just find a solution if u haven't take ur own time of break and believe in urself I am sure u got it and handled it ....❣️💜🤗 

Anxious. I feel very anxious. I am determined and a very consistent girl. Yet I am the person who jumps into another relationship as soon as one ends. I need validation from boys and want them to love me. I don't knkw I was not like this. I found this perfect guy who's not ready for commitments. I want to move on yet I get stuck on the same chapter everyday. I have a future to make, a career to create yet I waste my time thinking about him. I'm no teenager, I'm 21yo. Still. I hate this thing which has gotten into me. Needing love from people. I want to be the person who loves herself very much and doesn't need anyone. Even I was that person but now it's just I need someone, I need someone. I think a very bad negative energy is inside me. This force always tells me to do wrong things and focus on wrong things. I realize it's inside me and I want to get rid of it. But how. I'm tired. I'm very very tired. Tired of validation and no self love. This makes me overthink a lot and yes anxious too. Please help me. Please.

Anxiety

I am stressed because I am becoming a negative person....I am spreading a negative aura everywhere I go....I am dumbstruck about all this....one of my classmates even told me my other classmates don't talk to me because of this....And I am an extreme introvert, I don't know how to have a convo with people, I am not good at words, I feel like I may hurt people because of my words....I don't know how to handle this.....Why am I becoming so negative...!? I feel like I must evaporate and suddenly disappear and It should not affect anyone....I tried my hardest to keep everything on track....but now I can't and why I am not good for society...!? I am trying hard... I don't have anyone in this new place to share, I don't want to bother my parents by sharing everything....I do have a crush on someone I am trying to move on from that....These all are hitting hard in the head... don't know what to do....

College

Everything feels messed up. Feels like all my decisions have turned out against me. 
I put in so much to make my life a little better and satisfactory. I am struggling hard with my profession. Left my job 6 months back to switch to a better profile, I have prepared myself well, and utilized my time well in building good habits. But not able to get that breakthrough yet. Every day I am just sitting and thinking what should I do now. 

How will I justify this gap now, It's been six months, and God I am stuck and lost at the same time. 

And on the other hand, it's been 1.5 years since my break up, my ex is doing well in terms of his career and I kind of don't like it I don't know why. That is also one pinching point not very important though.

I don't know how will I come out of this situation of no job. I feel I am stuck.

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