Im overthinking about a person again who I meet 3 months ago and we have been close friends but now she is been different online like don't have time for call me but stay online and use snapchat insta. But don't have time for calling me. Because yesterday again we talk overnight but she told me I will call you tomorrow but I today I didn't get a single call from her. She don't even open mt snaps. Is it like important value and I m forgetting my self value

3am Thoughts

Self help podcast suggestions please 

Mental Health

Ek rasta hai zindagi Jo tham Gaye to kuchh nahi,
Ye kadam kisi muqam pe jo jam Gaye to kuchh nhi...

Life

Hey, how many of you are living on your own during this pandemic and are not back with your family / parents?

Also, let's imagine a hypothetical situation where coronavirus never goes away. And most of the corporate jobs became permanently location independent. Which of the following options will you be choosing and why:
1. Choose to live with family or parents till eternity 
2. Get your own place and live independently despite the pandemic 

Self Love

Does anyone feel like it’s impossible meeting a girl because you’re too shy to even talk to one. 

Hloooooo

Depression

Yrr yahan koi dost Nahi banta hai..

Failure

fvck everything, i just want a peaceful evening at the sea shore...

one month ego i had a break up. he was first love of my life. we were in a serious relationship from last 2.5 years. uor marriage has been fixed by both of our families. every thing goes well but one I couldn't recieve his mother's phone call because I was ill that's why my mother called her back but they didn't pick up the call... after sometime when I awake i had texted my boyfriend that I can't pic up the call because I was sleeping. He text back in a rude way that is why my mother called her back.. why not me.. I told him I was sleeping and I will call next day to his mother. but he said that I will go to their house after marriage so I have to make bondding with his mother. but i loved his mother and I thought our bonding was good. l told him be he was getting angry continuously. then I told him I'm not your slave i can't  call whenever you asked. Next day i told that to his mother that his son was very rude yesterday and also told her that I was ina problemthat's why I couldn't talk. she said you r not good for my sun you should stop loving my son. after that the guy told me that he had no feelings for me.. he doesn't love anymore. yes he cares about me but didn't love me. because of my anger I am a angry person. he told me to forget about him. at that point I have no friends and my family members are not happy with me.
Now I very much understand how hard it is to live without friends, family support and mostly without Love...
The person whom I love most in this world leaves me.. i know how it feels.  I had anger issues I'm sorry that I couldn't keep him happy. I regret my anger issues every day... I'm trying to change myself a lot according to him. 
He doesn't forgive me... I want him back hard but he doesn't come back. I pray to him but it doesn't work out.
Now I pray  to God every day for bringing him back. But I don't know if he will be  back or not.
I want him I love him I need him. He just said he has no feelings for me 🙂 
My health is not well after this breakup and I don't know how far it will go........

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