I'm one of those idiots who wants to date but also doesn't want to date, I keep switching back and forth and it's really annoying. I just hope you find someone I truly connect with but that's really difficult. 

I only thought that's me. But true,same feeling 

Confusion

It's raining cats and dogs and it is the first time, in the longest time that I felt like stepping out and just getting soaked in the rain. Because it rains beautifully even as I write this. And yet I didn't step out, like I used to when I was 6 or 7 and that's somewhere life has changed and continues to change as I approach my 22nd year on this planet. It's tragically aesthetic 

Other

Hello guys i' pretty good today just a joke or maybe not I had my unit test somedays back and I copied very nicely still I got 83% it was just mcqs like it's not about 83 that's good but particular subject marks feels less like how can I not even copy properly😂

Happy

Anyone from outside India? 

Coming Out

I have seen some people here they would just advice other people not get attach to anybody on these kinda application .. this app wont give you anything .. blah blah .. why the heck they are here what are they getting from this application .. lol..

ADHD

It has been 10 days she’ isn’t talking like the way she used to , i know her genuinely she is doing for me . But how can i stay from a person who i treat i like my child . Kaise roku iss pyar ko . Tum apni side se genuine ho but mai phir b tumai wahi pyar  dunga martey damm tak jo aj b hai. I just love you 3000

3am Thoughts

I stand alone, in the midst of change  
Uncertain what’s to come, and what I'll plan
A journey, a quest, a task that only I can complete  
My brave steps are uncertain, I cannot see the path I will take or what I will meet  
The stars above me guide and light up my way  
Though what I seek lies hidden from me, I march ahead and stay  
The loneliness keeps me strong, 
I’m the main character of my own story  
The fierce winds call, a song of adventure, as I set off for an unknown glory 

***Trigger Warning***
Please stop stating sadness as depression and nervousness as anxiety. By no means I am saying your suffering is less than others but being sad is a normal mood swing and depression is a mental illness. When you're sad, you're able to make yourself feel better in a few minutes or maybe in a few hours or even in a day. But, the same is not true with depression, at times you lose the hope to feel better. You just don't want to exist anymore. Hell lot of times you feel suicidal. The reason why I am saying this is because people do tend to believe that you are just sad when you are actually depressed. They think what's so serious about it, they say even they get depressed but their willpower is stronger. That's the whole point maybe you never understood what depression is. And I truly wish no one goes through it.Even though, everyone says that learn to accept, don't get hard on yourself. Take your time, start therapy and indulge yourself in different activities and you'll overcome depression eventually.But the truth is, it sucks. Everyday you feel guilty of not doing anything. There are days you dont get up from your bed. You just stay in the dark, talking to no one. In that phase I have felt two emotions the most and they are sadness and anger. For no reason, I have cried for hours in my room. For the smallest stuff, I have yelled at my parents. If you are the one, who feels emotions strongly, then it is highly possible you'll end up feeling guilty more than ever.It's been nearly 3 years now, I have been dealing with depression. I get to point where I feel nothing. Even if I have an exam next day, I feel nothing. I don't even try to study, even if I do, I end up closing my books. And then punish myself for giving endless excuses. The point is I don't understand myself at times, I really want to. But I become the most confused soul during this phase. Someone with no hopes, no believes, no energy, no interest. Probably, someone who is numb to everything around and within her.You know what everything seems to heighten, mostly negative stuff. You attract negative things strongly more than ever, you tend to overthink, you start giving a lot more attention to what everyone thinks of you, you start feeling you are alone when you are actually not. There is something I realised yesterday, so it was the last day to complete my International Economics assignment, and I hadn't even started. So I asked a few friends of mine about it, and you know what, each of them was ready to help me, even when I didn't ask them to. But, it didn't make a difference because I wasn't ready to help myself. And I ended up not doing it. One more thing I have accepted lately is that this version of me is also me. For a long time, I have consoled myself saying that this is not me, I can't be this person. I was talking to my teacher lately, and she said why aren't you accepting that this is also you. Each one of us has a lot of parts of ourselves within us. Sometimes the parts we don't want to control us, do control us. And we hate it. But sooner we'll realise that this part of us is not someone else but ourselves, you are one step ahead in this journey already. At this moment, I feel guilty that I have ruined all my routines and everything. Here I am doing nothing for almost 3 months now. But, a part of me is there, which sometimes pop up to make me believe that it will all be better.Therefore, I accept that this phase sucks, but eventually I'll learn, learn a lot and will emerge as a better individual than ever before. We are here to learn and hope is the only thing that keeps us going in the moment of despair, even when we ourselves are hopeless.

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