I'm not okay with anything n I'm exhausted. 
I wanna leave everything and run away from life

Don't leave sweetie. It will get better 🥺

3am Thoughts

Not feeling good. Everyone is leaving me. Or I am fighting with everyone on every other issues. I can not control my anger.i get upset very easily. Am I too touchy? I try to keep everyone happy. But one incident and it goes from bad to worse. And thats it.. I have lost one more person from my life..Should I never speak my mind..I Can't take it more..But I can't quit..I have responsibilities..I have a family to take care. Am I being childish. I am seeing my world slip right in front of my eyes. I know I need to change myself. But how? What I need to do.i am completely confused and feeling helpless. For some it look very easy but I am finding it very hard. I have tried to shut up and agree to everything but then it makes me feel bad and then at one point I can't take it more.

Depression

I've never been in so much preasure my entire life. I don't have time to stop and enjoy life, I have 3 different work cenarios in my week, constantly the 3 of then in my mind. I'm starting to feel like th insecure teen I was thinking nobody likes me or cares for me because whenever I try to see my friends there are always unforeseen events. I know people didn't left me, it's just me that don't have anytime.. But still I feel exhausted and sad all the time for a month now.. Just wanted to express this..

Work

I am 23 and I have no story. Didn't I missed life? Whenever I listen to songs I can't relate to them. I feel so alone. I can't think of anything like yeah this is what I have, This is what I miss, this is what I lost, nothing. I never had friends, or any love story, tho I never want it but still there is no story. And I am already 23 and depressed. I don't feel like living like as always. 

Life

I have so much to say, and scream yet I say nothing. Instead I internalise everything, self destruct, silently. 

I am feeling i am not worthy. I am trying enough to be liked by everyone but its not possible. I feel that people dont want to be my side or i will make people bored. I feel no one likes me nor even my family. I was about to shoot a reel for some project of mine but I am failing terrible at it.I am not able to shoot just as i am getting nervous, not feeling confident in myself. Its not feeling good. the day before yesterday, i had a terrible breakdown. It felt everything is falling apart. I am  not able to focus at anything.I feel unproductive and lazy throughout the day. Even after motivating myself enough, i am not able to do anything. There are some days where I like to change somethings about me. What to do? How to stop feeling like this. It is terrible when you start disliking everything that you once enjoyed doing. I have been feeling this way from the past 2 3 days, even in last year i dealt with anxiety but now its again been started. I really want this to end completely.I want to feel good ,confident , i want to fall in love with myself but then these feelings keep arising, the feeling of not being enough for anyone, not able to keep friends, not being able to do things just because of insecurities, confidence.

Insecurity

What should one do if someone feels heavy, drowning even and empty at the same time ??

my friend's aunt is diagnosed with ocd

Mental Health

I feel lately everything is pointless.
I'm constantly scared that something bad is about to happen. People don't stay in my life. I trust people and they walk all over me. I have been unlucky in love.
I have been unlucky in friendships. As much as I would hate to be the victim of my own story, I feel I need someone to save me.
I have done so much work and I thought mentally I was in a better state. Here I am typing this negative stuff. I feel safe nowhere. I'd like to take all this sadness and pain and dump it somewhere. 
Everyone has somebody. I feel like I'm alone and I'd stay like this until my end. I don't think I'm the best person but also not the worst one. I don't get it what am I doing wrong. Sure life is great but I don't want to do this alone anymore. There is never peace. There is never stability and I'm losing my mind over it. Help me from this spiral.

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