I’m not doing well. My head hasn’t been in a good place for a long time. I almost don’t even care anymore. Doesn’t matter how hard I try, I’m still knocked back down. I’m still used. I’m still abused and neglected. Stabbed in the back and my heart ripped out over and over and over… And it’s ALWAYS at the hands of the people I love most.
I’m trying to keep it together but this really is too much for me. My brain is zapped and I’m just lost and broken