I’m not at all okay with everything happening in my life. Not a happy relationship, feel like a loser after participating in competitions cause I mess everything up due to my social anxiety. Wish I could stop these negative thoughts.
Failing and not making it in competitions does not make you a loser. It means that you at least had the guts to go compete. Most of us don’t even TRY because we’re that scared and nervous.
About your relationship, please reconsider that if you’re not happy then why be in it? What’s the point if you’re not happy?