Iβm nervous because sheβs coming in my apartment in 2 days
And I canβt get myself to do things because Iβm too nervous
And itβs strange because for 1months I didnβt know what to say when we called each other,
And I thought I couldnβt think anymore, like my head was literally empty all of the time and it made me anxious
But now itβs like my head is so full, like I just took a wave, everything coming back to me all at once, and Iβm so frustrated of everything
Iβm full of energy but all I do is sleeping, having bad dreams and trying to get everything in order in my head
Eurf.
Azura Lodge @warriorwannab...
Whats wrong?
I feel invaded by ants in my head
And they go everywhere
And it is hard to think because every single one of them wants attention
Itβs a paradox, I have lots of energy but Iβm very slow and inactive because it is hard to concentrate to give them space one at a time