I’m nervous because she’s coming in my apartment in 2 days
And I can’t get myself to do things because I’m too nervous
And it’s strange because for 1months I didn’t know what to say when we called each other,
And I thought I couldn’t think anymore, like my head was literally empty all of the time and it made me anxious
But now it’s like my head is so full, like I just took a wave, everything coming back to me all at once, and I’m so frustrated of everything
I’m full of energy but all I do is sleeping, having bad dreams and trying to get everything in order in my head
Eurf.
Azura Lodge @warriorwannab...
Whats wrong?
I feel invaded by ants in my head
And they go everywhere
And it is hard to think because every single one of them wants attention
It’s a paradox, I have lots of energy but I’m very slow and inactive because it is hard to concentrate to give them space one at a time
