I’m mad. Can’t work going on 8 weeks now. I’m self employed. Waiting 8 weeks for unemployment. Living off dwindling savings. Covid19 isn’t going anywhere for a long time. Vaccines aren’t made in a year. The shortest time it’s ever taken to make any vaccine is 4 years. They’ve been working on an AIDS vaccine for 30+ years and still nothing. There is still a lot we don’t know about covid19. This feels very bleak to me. We can’t all stay home indefinitely. Unemployment, even if you can get it, will run out. I’m mad there are still people saying it’s just the flu or even a hoax. Many of those same people will refuse to wear a mask or social distance. I’m very discouraged. Life won’t be the way it used to be for a long time. Can I ever see my family again. If I get it I hope it kills me fast so I don’t have to live in this screwed up world anymore.