I’m kind of exhausted of handling too many things. it’s frustrating when you’re the easy outlet and you have to take shit from everyone. More power is more responsibility and it gets overwhelming real fast :/

Doesn't it make you feel like running away from all that shit. But at the end you know you can't run away . Just fight it you will get used to it . That's all I can say .

Aaj saare post itne relatable kyu lg rhe hai🥺
Ya ek hi insaan ne saare post likhe hai? 😭

Exhausted

I know I’m getting underpaid! But no confidence to take up interviews and don’t want to leave the comfort zone! Motivation does midway due to marital stress! 

Career

Kkrh

Anxiety

feeling very tired n ill😓🤧🤧

I still look for love in wrong persons and spend myself (energy,money,time and especially feelings )on them but guess what 
In return I get nothing but sorrow and pain bcz i become only a good friend in their list and nothing more than that....
But now i am tired.....

Frustration

For a long time, menstruation has been condemned and frowned upon. What others don't understand, is that it is the most vital part of a woman, something that changes a girl into a woman. Menstrual blood is not filthy, it's a sign of life that a woman is capable of housing inside of her. Isn't it beautiful how someone can just bring a new life to the world? 

Women Empowerment

I felt it in my soul when Creed wanted to a do a cartwheel as a resolution and he wasn't able to and Erin did the perfect cartwheel and he said "f..k you, F..CK YOU!!"
Probably the accurate description of how life is. 


3am Thoughts

Well, not sure how to start this and not needed to post this here. But just being curious to know, if I'm feeling and thinking this straight. 

So back to more than a decade, started falling for a girl who was like everything to me, eventually we got into a relationship, where we knew it gonna end some day abruptly. But yeah, we were immature, at least I was. But were madly in love, blinded by false hopes. And after quite a few years, time has come and got parted, way more than we expected. 

By the time we broke up, I was already in a different city, just after a year or so, she got married. And I was moving to places out of studies, work and mostly living alone, almost drifted to depression.

But, somehow I was out of everything, became stronger than ever almost stoic. Had been in relationships but for short to very short times, not able to show love that how they expect.

After few years we happened to get in touch with eachother, she still being the same, showering feelings for me. Unfortunately, her marriage isn't in a very state, unsupportive husband, not so friendly in laws. I was the only support for her to vent out all these. 

Eventually, I helped her to accept everything happening around her and lead strongly towards life. Couple of years later, she is strong to hold her things together, has a progressive job, being good with her family. Although, she has still the same feelings on me, which seems to be stay forever.

Now, me being stoic for all these years, started missing her very badly sometimes. Not sure, if this is because I'm single for a while now or I really miss being with her.

I have mastered acceptance and ignorance over all these years and now starting to be emotional again, which I don't want to.

Love

Hai kys ye jo tere mere daymiyan hai,
Andekhi ansuni koi daaatan hai ..
Lagne lagi .. ab zindgi .. khali
Bin tere... bin tere 

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