Iβm irritated all of the time
She makes me angry for litteraly no reason and so I have intrusive thoughts that retain me from thinking
I discovered that Iβm adaptating soo much to people that whenever I wanna share something or do something I really like with the other part and they reject the suggestion I feel so disappointed I just end up shutting myself
Like this is the story of my life
Whenever I remember my mom sheβs bored
Whenever I remember my sister she is angry
So I never get to be a child,
And as I didnβt get to be a child I canβt bear seeing the child in others
So Iβm just angry
I feel dumb
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