I'm in too much pain, he was my first love and he'd been cheating on me now he's gone and he couldn't even do it face to face he did it over text, I was in love with him and I still am he made me feel like a whole new level of love when I was with him 

I have been cheated in love. I was so in love with her. One day she just gave me a text and it was over for her, but I suffered a lot. If you need someone to talk I would love to hear. 

Breakup

I today know how it feels to not be loved by someone you are in love with. I always knew he loved me so much more than I could ever love anyone. But the person he loved, wasn’t me. Its breaks my heart to realise that he doesn’t love me for who I am. He is not even interested to know who I am. I wish he had dig deeper in me to know the good parts too. I wasn’t all trash.

 I love him so much, I feel like I can love him forever. I can stay in love with him my entire life without having him love me back. I can’t expect him to. I don’t want him to. I don’t deserve it. I’m too much damage for him.

 I wanna love him, it makes me happy, and I can do that alone. I just want him to be happy. To do well and succeed. I wish he falls in love again with the right person. I wish he finds the best girl for him. I wish they both respect each other. I wish they live a lovely life together. I’d watch, and I’ll be fine. I’d like that to be true. He deserves it. I wish there is no more damage in his future. I wish him the best life. 

I wish I forever stay in love with him too, no matter how bad it gets for me.


Love

If i send a message to a boy(normal hey).. will he think wrong about me? He was talking to me for last 2 days.. but today he didn't message me.. 

Confusion

I just broke off with a guy I am in love with
This boy has been so kind and sweet to me
It was all merry until my feelings started overwhelming me
I felt like i was losing control and I had to end things with him
He is avoidant and wouldn't have such conversations with me
He said he just wasn't ready for a relationship
I couldn't hang around anymore since i didn't what to expect

shit it hurts😭 this is the first time I've actually fallen in love with every part of a person
and now its over
he's gone
I'm just crying everyday
i miss him so bad
i want to be in his arms😭
he was my safe haven
he makes me feel so safe and cared for
I'm shattered

My boyfriend and his ex are very good friends. They chat daily and she still shows her right over him. She would call him anyday and ask him to Frankie and everything. 
He said she and their friendship is important to him. 
He is definitely not cheating and won't ever cheat on me. But I don't know why this feels odd and hurts me. What should I do?

Relationships

Hi so I'm 27 and I've been thinking about marriage lately and I haven't been in a single relationship till now and my family is asking me to get married and I don't believe in arranged marriages due to bad experiences and I can't get into arranged marriages just by meeting this guy for a few months and then get married to him and it's completely strange to me so i thought Id get married to someone I know and I have one of my friends who likes me and we spoke to each other for a month he is in USA and then I put a stop to it cos I thought I was rushing into things I mean my parents got to know about it and they said okay cos they know him from very long and he's well settled and I don't know everyone rushed me at a time including the guy so I thought instead of saying yes when I'm not sure it's better to say No. I don't know if he's the guy I usually don't have clarity and he dint text me or call me since then it's like he doesn't even care l. I also felt like he's not compatible but since that day I haven't stopped thinking of him. Everyone were mad at me cos I ruined this but thing is I just want to know what I did was right or wrong and I don't know if I should talk to him again or should I wait for him to talk cos I already texted him once and we spoke normally but seems like the guy doesn't care anymore. I don't know what I should do. I'm so done with this marriage and all. I have anxiety and may be due to this I am getting triggered and I'm ruining everything or I don't know. Im just tired

Marriage

I'm a very private, very feeling person. I don't trust people easily, after a very traumatic incident with someone I trusted a lot. It's okay, scars heal. There was one thing that happened a while back that just filled me with this surge of happiness and reassured my faith in loving myself and being loved. 
A very nice friend of mine, whom I had just started getting acquainted with, told me, just out of the blue one day, that he wanted to listen to me play the violin. I'm an amateur violinist and have never felt comfortable about having anybody listen to it. But he insisted, very sweetly, making me feel at ease for sharing this part of myself with him. He said there was something very intimate about having someone play an instrument for you. Or sing. Or paint. Or write. Or just about share a piece of what they've poured into through their art. I had not met this person- yet intimacy to him, and surprisingly to me, meant having to share this moment with each other. 
He told me it meant a lot to him that I played for him, just as it meant a lot to me that I could do that, for him. If only trust came through in art, I'd never have to shut my heart out ever again. Here's hoping ❤️

Happy

The hard truth is I know I am the pull-back in the relationship. 
I have fallen in love with this amazing guy and it's almost a year now and to be honest, he is the most understanding, lovely man out there for me. He has done so much on his part to make me stable, understand and feel alive that now the realisation that I am somehow a pull back is hard to handle. 
I have these frequent fights now, these fights where I know I could have handled the situation is a different manner but it's ends up bad. 
Today I fought something similar, but what I couldn't say him was that whatever it was I felt I am not that priority for him anymore. 
Is it because I am so consistently and shamelessly fighting ? 
My apologies, in my own ears, feel so hopeless like only if my past was simple, only if I was not diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and only if I was more sweet, more polite, more gentle, more less nonsensical we wouldn't be fighting and I would be atleast near to being worthy of keeping this amazing guy happy. I am not. 
To him, now, I am stuck in my own timeline of fear, disbelief, confusion and for me he has done so much so how much more ?! How much more like he gets tired of it and then what happens ? 
How am I to handle a relationship and keep him happy, how to take care of him and to stop myself and be more confronting to my love for him ..for me keeping him away from me is the best for him and that's toxic, I might hurt him. 

Anger Issues

So I am in a situation: Right person ,wrong timing (I have been going thru a breakup which happened 1 year ago but Im still not healed even a bit) and now a guy came into my life chosen by my family...
Kya krun? 

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