Iβm having hallucinations from a period of time, like from January and i am really scared now coz google said itβs tactile hallucinations, i donβt wanna believe it but Iβm sleeping more than i should because of my sadness i guess.
But from past 2 days Iβm completing 6k steps and drinking more water, Iβm trying everything but anxiety and sudden need of crying isnβt going.
Telling myself itβs gonna be okay nothing is working, want to talk to somebody and no one at all at the same time.
Just disappointed in some people plus the one person i love the most is loosing himself all over again because of his health and he kept admitting that he doesnβt care anymore even me, lol.
Yes heβs hurting me but heβs more hurt physically and mentally and i canβt do anything.
Just praying, meditating, working on myself so that i donβt become a villain in my own story π€¦π»ββοΈ
Ughh life is tough sometimes but you gotta keep hustling ππββοΈ
Wanna talk about it ?
About what?
How you feel
Feeling stupid for loving someone who donβt love me bacj anymore
Feeling bad for myself for caring too much who donβt even ask me how am i doing
Hehe
How are you btw?
Iβm feeling pretty much the same I can understand what are you going through. You can share anything if you wanna share with me.
Iβm good btw
Aah
I just donβt feel anything
Like i do want him to love me and i donβt
I want friends but i donβt
This really sucks
Plus sleepless nights is a major negative effect Iβve been having
I really donβt wanna live like this
Sometimes i wish i could take out my heart π€£
I thought Iβm the only one lolz