I'm going on a trip with my cousins yet I want someone to accompany me, bcuz they are in couples nd I know I'll get bore nd feel like having someone with me.

Travel

Why don’t I like physical touch or even like people at all romantically? Like I love the idea of a relationship and being their for someone in their darkest times and in their best moments. But I don’t like the idea of physical touch, but at the same time I want it? Sometimes I love the idea of love but I hate it when other people talk about it or ask myself about it. I’m just I’m so confused with who I am. 

3am Thoughts

Umm, so i got sexually assaulted by someone close to me when i was 10 or 12, because of that I got depression, i became socially withdraw, suicidel, i started having audiotry hallucinations and i started to lost everything i broke, because that person was always close by they pretend or forget they assaulted me?...they are being normal taking me, giving me gifts like normal, but i am just can't, it is suffocation whenever he is around, i didn't know if he decided to pretend nothing happened because I didn't say anything. He never did it again. My family didn't see any changes in me as I was a introvert. But i am at my limits, that person have a happy family, if i bring that topic or say this to anyone, will they belive me, should I say what they did to me and broke their family?? Will they blame me saying i am lying??I am honestly envious...why why why am the only one living in that disgusting memories, should i just bury it?? Should I pretend nothing happened while it has broken me, they are their enjoying their life as nothing happened....i should have said it earlier but i was just a kid i don't know anything, now it's too late, i wanna have therapy but but...my family didn't know about this incident and said if i go, someone may say i am crazy and lock me up so they didn't allow, what can I do!??? Help, please help....what should I do??

Suicidal Ideation

Anyone up for a thread on how sexual assault in young teens is so common? Without them even knowing what’s actually going on! Speaking from experience here, having gone through that has definitely led me to having a lot of esteem, trust and confidence issues in my adult life! 
Full story in the next thread - want this to be super thorough! 

Harassment

How to overcome continuous thought and filth of rhe fact that you have been sexuallly harassed by your cousin and your doctor . I don't know if it affected me physically but of lately it has been running on my mind although this happened years back with me.

Depression

Hello, I wanted to know if anyone knows what is happening to me, when I was 13, I and my mom got a desk from the trash, it looked pretty new and clean so we took it and put it in my room. Later that week I woke up and felt uneasy I could hear a weird noise it’s hard to describe it, but then I looked to my right and saw two people standing while they looked at me. The woman was a short woman maybe around 5´2 she had long black hair that covered her face, the man had more of a bright drown or orange hair and beer, he was taller than the woman by 1 or 2 inches. Remember when they first appeared because that same day was my 14th birthday, I told my parents and they thought it was maybe some relatives that passed away and visited on my birthday, later that same month they came again at the same time, 3:00-3:59 AM.
My mom thought it was the desk so we both went alone since we both brought it together.
Then it becomes more frequent, it was only the woman who would come now. I was always scared and couldn´t move, my parents are Hispanic so they would curse to lead them away from me. This continued for 3-4 months and it finally stopped, for only to it to come again…2 months ago she came back since I was so used to feeling that presence of her and the noise it made so I knew when she came so I closed my eyes as tight as possible until she left.

 I recorded when she would appear and you can hear in the recordings that weird ringing sound. I showed it to my mom and she would listen to it and she was shocked, after some time the noise from the recording would disappear and you couldn´t hear anything then the sound would come back days later.
I turned 15, 5 days ago and today I dreamed of telling my sister it would come and I checked the time and it read 3:16 AM
I woke up at that same time and started feeling the presence again, it felt different than the other ones. I open my eyes only to see a very tall figure as tall as the ceiling of my room, it was very skinny…In that one second, I opened my eyes it came at me so fast I got scared and closed my eyes. I tried to wake up my sister but I couldn´t move, I was breathing like crazy and I finally woke her up and told her to turn the light on. I told my mom about it and she asked if it was the same woman but I told her it was something else. I slept with my mom and dad because I was scared, I was laying down and I started hearing that weird ringing noise and I asked if she heard it too but she didn´t, after some time I looked to my right only to see that figure again, it was kneeling on the floor he was not looking at me he was bent over and rested on his legs but he looked very big by just sitting there. I covered my face and I didn´t have to see it.
Please tell me why I see these things

I was molested when i was very young and I'm 18 now and I still didn't tell my parents about it.. Its hunting me everytime and I'm emotionally exhausted rn.. idk anymore

Exhausted


 I was on Omegle and a thirteen year old was trying to get me to text her in "that way" after I told her Im 20 she then tried to justify this by saying that she had been raped by a 30 year old it ended with me not wanting to deal with this at the moment and I now know hoe awful this world is

Sexual Health

my 15 yr old cousin thinks she's with the love of her life, who's gonna tell her?

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