im feeling so drained out mentally as well as physically. i definitely  don't wanna go back home but i feel like i need a pause

Exhausted

One of the sweetest chapter in my life ended 4 months ago and I pushed him away bcoz he was so much into me he would literally start his day with me and end it with me only , if it was one hour gap or he couldn't see me around he would go mad and emotional and get hurt 
I couldn't see  him hurting bcoz he started overdoing everything 
And usko meri har chhoti chiz se hurt hone laga 
I finally told him mai uski weakness nai Banna chahti uska aim goals sab kuch bhul gaya tha vo itna unproductive hogaya tha 
And I realised that i couldn't stand it 
I can't see someone going down in the matter of love..
I miss him.. I just hope he is doing well and he is fine 


Hope

Not good just feeling alone all the time even when surrounded by people. And overthinking and all and always scared of loosing closed ones. 

3am Thoughts

I started talking to a guy recently we were in the same college but different streams we never spoke with each other there I am kind of crushing on him which I want to stop I don't know if he feels the same way  I tried not talking to him but I couldn't stop myself and I feel sad when he doesn't texts me or calls me what should I do?

Crush

My question is for ladies/girls here... will you choose a good guy who is divorced and has critical medical issues and have kidney transplant?? If he is a good person and has good qualities? Can such a person find love? Please be honest and don't sugercoat.. 

Relationships

thoughts

Social Anxiety

dads disappointed in me because i didnt get good grades like before and i feel so sorry to him

Failure

Something doesn't feel right 

Like I'm drowning in life ever since my mom died in 2018 of cancer I just can't get back on track it's one thing right after the other 2019 was just shock going through motion then 2020 and the pandemic I managed to keep working through all of it except for a week I got COVID 2021 everything started to really go down my daughter started showing major depression my husband started going blind he had to quit his job now 2022 inflation hit rent went up gas everything I lost my job when I got COVID for a second time being vaccinated I lost everything moved to another state to be around my brother the only family I have left outside of my house but my kids mental issues are to much to handle so he doesn't call or really come around I just don't know what I can do to improve my life I'm really trying 

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