I'm feeling so bad. I was trying not see p*** videos. And i did it. But today, i was bored and had nothing to do. So i broke my promise. I'm feeling down. But i will try to not do it again 🤞 trying to get some self control. 

3am Thoughts

How to become bts army?

I am an introvert,  in first year of ug , i tried whole month to find a good friend but not a single matched my vibes or thoughts
What should i do , adjust with them and try to dissolve with them unwillingly or just sit in library reading books im free times

Frustration

i have no idea what im doing with my life and i feel stuck but i dont know how to get out. im 23 and still live at home. i have no job. i dont go to school. my family is mentally, verbally, and emotionally abusive. im mentally ill. i feel scared everyday. i dont know what to do anymore. im in the closet and scared to come out but i hate living a lie

LGBTQ

You suddenly meet someone and think they're the one even when it's not possible 

Today is one of those nights when I am feeling really anxious. I recently heard of someone that passed away all of a sudden after having some chest pain and it is making my health anxiety/death anxiety peak. They were absolutely healthy. I am having negative thoughts such as what if something like that happens to me. I am trying to convince myself that they were much older compared to me and I should be fine. I sometimes experience chest pain but that is due to my anxiety. It goes away after some time. Everyday I am scared of a different life threatening disease. 

Anxiety

I was a lonely person before. And then i got married. Now im a lonely wife.

Lonely

Wise and stupid people never change. It changes their own definitions. 

Other

I'm not okay.I hate my self,I hate it so much.I wish i.. wasn't born,I hate it so much that I want to fade this away.Why do you have to be so cruel?I'm just a person.I have feelings too.i though I'm healing,but what?Why do I have to try hard fitting myself that I'm okay.Telling my self that I'm okay,I'm fine but actually not.My friends?They're not fking here!When I have a problem who can I rely on?NO ONE!cause no one cared!I don't have any hope,but I'm really trying.I though I'm okay.Please,let me heal.Even just for a moment!Let me heal,please...

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