im feeling really bad, anyone can understand my pain, they say I should forget about him, but they say it like they know how it feels, but they don't, this is really hard, It is really hard and painful try to forget someone you love with all your heart, and it is harder to see how anyone can understand you


I'm in hospital right now, because of not drinking or eating I was diagnosed with an eating disorder today. So I'm being given iv fluids and what not. My parents are in a different country and it's late so my partner is asleep. Is anyone awake here?

Anorexia

Memories are more loyal than people because people leave but their memories stay forever 

Hello ever 1 how are u all 

Climate Change

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It’s been roller coster days … earlier my days were so happy that i was loving myself even more and today I am not … just because my crush didnt responded me from past 5 days … i know it might looked like wt a topic to depress … bt i felt so bad when he removed me from his friend list…  its like soooo gross feeling …i was about to ask him to meet … but this happened … i am scared to text him now… wt shall I do ??? 

Crush

I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care
I'm not supposed to live my life, wishing you were there
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do
I'm sorry I just can't help myself, I fell in love with you

3am Thoughts

Ok i don't know how this works
Was searching for online therapist
Got to a post share by vouge and found this app because it's affordable so why now
So here I go
Tbh the pessimistic part of my brain thinks this won't work but I still have some of the hope let so here we go
I am juggling between my work life and studies
I thought it would be manageable
But boy I was so so wrong
I am stuck between college and job
No one at my college knows about my job
So it's a series of lies
Which was easier to maintain during Covid
But now restrictions are off so it's getting more difficult
Irony is i don't like my job but I don't want to leave it
And I am not even sure if I will continue to work in this field in future but still at present I want to do this shit ass job
However difficult it is
It's like being in a toxic relationship
I know that i shouldn't do it but I can't bring myself to leave
A part of me believe that i have to go through all of this to achieve something in life or else i will fail anf disappoint everyone
Somehow like i deserve all this sir of feeling
And randomly in this scenario I also get hot by my love life crises
I was in a relationship 7yrs ago when I was a teenager and got cheated on
Still gave him a chance to be rejected by him later
I felt use but I think I did know it was going to happen
Off the topic I think I like people pleasing
I find it very difficult when I do something wrong and I have to apologise
I also find difficulty in controlling my anger
I am always anxious and restless
I don't know if this is normal and happens with everyone or I am just making a fuss
If these are just mood swings or more than that
If i am actually sad or just doing it for attention
Everything seems distorted
I cannot function properly
I am getting distracted at office and distanced at home


I'm feeling bad for myself. Today, I have a little problem. 
So, the story is like this:

First, I have 6-years-old little brother. He always do the stupid things and when he in trouble, he put fault on me. So, I always being scolded by my family especially my mom, grandma, my brother and my sister. My father never scold at me, but, TODAY, he scold at me just because my brother put the fault at me. I can't stand at this anymore so I cry. I cry and I feel that I need to kill myself. No one love me. I hate myself. I hate my family. Especially my stupid grandma. She is so psycho,toxic, and I hate her. 
Now, I don't know where to go because I don't have my own room to locked my own self there. I don't have my own phone. I just have laptop to communicate with all people. 
Someone please help me to face this..

Depression

Hi how are you all feeling today. 

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