Iβm feeling quite stuck because of myself and the way I canβt get over the situation.
I am a liar. And it cost me my marriage. I lied a lot about previous relationships, routinely lies about βhe said/she saidβ, common stuff as well.
I know that because of my inability to stop telling lies Iβm getting divorced and I never see or speak to this person again.
I used a lot of rationalization to deal with the reality of who am I. And now with this quarantine I am stuck with (still) my husband.
I wrote a list of principles that I should follow in order to be a better person, but on the 6th day, consciously I told a lie. There was literally no reason to do that, everything is so screwed up already, but I still lied.
I want to stop this behaviour because it only makes my life worse. I need someone from the outside of my comfort zone to help me.
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U need to work out more on your principles. .lies never can b escape to any situation and it has worse effect as u better knowβ¦!take spiritual helpβ¦involve in some peaceful activities like yoga ,meditation and try to talk all your worries with god .You have to 1st make yourself more peaceful from inside and need to b more determine in the resolution u take .
Good luck ahead!
Mr_ @ali1008
contact a psychologist. I think this might be psychological issue.
Find something that brings peace to your heart (Gardening, poetry, reading etc)
Perform meditation & try to train your brain.
Keep mind occupied & if u feel u can even join an NGO.
Gradually this will change.
I am not sure that it will help in ur realtionship but as a person u will feel better.