Iβm feeling pathetic
My luck sucks
My life sucks
I want to end this all but canβt do that reasonsβ¦ 1) I love my parents more than myself 2) I am not that brave
Donβt have friends because they just used me not once but everytime I recover from the past then again get punched with betrayal
Donβt have love tried but got Bodyshamed in return
Environment is so toxic not even one person that I can recall who made my heart filled with happiness ofcourse parents are the exception
Pursuing the career after sacrificing my passion because of financial issues
Have pcod so obviously weight and female pattern baldness fatigue Hirtuism makes my beauty have no one neither do I care but I also donβt have peace and happiness I am empty I donβt want to be me anymore I am too pathetic lol really at this moment I wished someone would just hit me with a truck so that I can sleep peacefully eternally but my luckβs so pathetic that even if that would happen Iβll just become handicapped with more suffering and pain I hate myself for being this stupid how can someone always get betrayed even after always loving others how can I be so pathetic to be Living this life where all I can do is survive this injustice is God not feeling any guilt for giving me this hard time okay I told him that Iβll fight but till when I really donβt want to live but canβt even die because my parents will suffer but I hate my life and myself because I am still ready to forgive them all for still waiting for love and friendship I hate this heart of mine why itβs this soft when the life is so hard I hate it I hate everything I hate the fact that Iβm breathing I really hope if youβre reading this your life will be completely opposite of mine. Thank you for reading.
Hey, do you want to talk ? Iβm 20y/o and I have PCOD too, I can be your friend
Hii i would love to⦠Where can we connect??
I am really sorry, I just this message
Maybe on ig?
I kind of really understand everything you wrote and idc who you are , how you look but I can say from things you wrote that youβre kind and beautiful and things will change, just be here with me
Shubh @hisloveforlust
I may not be physically with you but iβm there emotionally whenever you need someone to talk to. Things would be better. Much better. Youβre not alone in this. More love to you π
NYRA @mfxyz_10
You describe your life story like a poetry and it Is kind pretty anyways back to the topic. everyoneβs life sucks and you can never please everyone learn to plz your self it is much better than pleasing others.