I'm feeling like vomiting from the morning but I'm not able to vomit... Tips on how to vomit soon I'm not comfortable with that finger thing I drank lemonade but now I badly want to vomit tyat feeling is hurting me

Drink pudin hara 15-20ml, without water. You'll puke.

3am Thoughts

This is my first thought out here , I really need your help guys , nowadays I don't feel good about myself because I cannot recognise myself . I feel like a whole different person , I am in college and doing stuff that i know i wouldn't have done back in school , I feel so guilty even though its not a big deal . Help me out people , really appreciate your help. 

College

Do you think you're a good human being. Share your reason 🍀

okay. you know.. Im just okay.
why tf everytime i ask him a question . He will ask me why? Who is it? How can u get that question? Who ask that to you? .. OMFG I JUST ASK AND YOU SHOULD GIMME THE ANSWER ! NOT TRY TO GRR U KNOW 'KOREK RAHSIA' ! you make me feel like that was a mistake for asking you a question.. If i hv a ques, should i just keep it to myself or open up to the others? 

Parenting

Are indian people here ? 

Friends

Koi h jo coffee join krna chahta ho 

At12 am koi milyga tb he banyngy🤣

Affirmations

Do what you think is right. Everyone is not able to understand your feelings and intentions. And the right ones will never make you feel sorry for doing what you like. 

Mental Wellbeing

I feel alone. And I guess I am alone. I have no boyfriend, no friends, family I do but they never reach out. It’s tough is all. The weather has been beautiful today but I couldn’t bring myself to leave my room. A guy I liked and dated for a short period of time posted on instagram and never followed me back or called like he said he would. A new guy that I am seeing never followed up about going kayaking. I have gotten no responses from Bumble BFF. I don’t speak to my older sister…I haven’t for almost 3 years now. I don’t have a relationship with my father anymore. He only calls me when he needs my help. My younger sister and I are not speaking. I bought tickets to see Bad Bunny the week of my birthday and I don’t really even like his music. She was supposed to fly in but when I FaceTimed her she was mean. I was going to plan out the week for us but I felt so hurt that I just called it off. I always show them love but they never reciprocate. I’ve brought it up before but nothing changes.
Maybe it’s all my fault. Maybe I’m unbearable. Or maybe it’s just life. If that’s the case then I don’t want it. I want to be traveling with friends and planning special dates. I want to be happy for longer than one month. I want to have support for longer than 3 months. Please don’t say just love yourself. That is bullshit. I love myself as much as I can. That doesn’t change that I have no one. I just needed to rant about how I’m feeling and have felt most of my life. Always an outcast. Always judged. Always left.

Depression

In my almost to be 17 years of life , nothing was easy , I mean nobody said it would be easy right? We do go through challenges but that’s part of life. It’s all a part of growing up . You know sometimes it’s okay to not be okay. But it’s not okay to give up. I mean if we didn’t have downhills then we wouldn’t be no where right? Changes are possible . I just want everyone who sees this to know that you are loved . I love you. And I send blessings to every single one of you ❤️. - Celeste 

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