I'm feeling like I'm the only person with no friends and no social life ,being aloof throughout life.N this feeling is just not too good .I want to make friends not just online but who can support me ,help me ,share feelings ,eat together etc.this is it.

Hey...

Wassup? Don't feel lonely there  are many who can support you here...

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Mood Disorder

Baaki sab to chal hi raha tha zomato valon ne apni location par deliver karna bhi band kar diya 😕

Other

The feeling of missing him is really getting worse.. don’t know what should I do.. I’m doing some stupid things now.. I’m not able to get over him

Anxiety

I’m having a bad day after noon today, I love my mom but I hate seeing her stress over us and me, she has raised us but I don’t always be the best daughter and sometimes I just feel worthless and feel like I wasn’t even sopposed to be born bc etheir ways I wasn’t actually planned planned. We have been through a lot and she has too and even for us I feel bad . This probaly just sounds dumb but idk this thought has been following me for 2-3 years which feel super long. 

Overthinking

People deserve your whole heart babe!! And if u can't give them that, it's better to let them know😌☺️

Coming Out

Sexual feelings, what to do except masturbation..? 

3am Thoughts

My ex broke up with me saying our parents won't agree for our marriage. It has been three months and I am still having trouble moving on. He wants to be friends with me. I am in a dilemma. I want his company but at the same time he reminds me of the past. Will I be able to move on if I continue to talk to him? What should I do?

Breakup

Hey people !!
I come here for after a long time because I need yo advices.
So I was in this toxic relationship with someone but I was the toxic one in that relationship and I made their life a livin hell i don know why I did that but after all these years I still couldn't able to forgive myself for the things I did to them and I'm still in guilt of doing those worst and worst shits to them and trust me I genuinely want to apologise to them for my past sins but I'm so scared that what if they hates me and ain't gonna forgive me it made me so anxious and depressed at the same time and because of that I'm trapped in that phase for years now, don know what to do.

Confusion

Thanks, everyone for reading my previous post. I'm sorry I can't write the whole thing, I was not able to do it at that time, but for now, I am quite stable for writing.  I thought that I have to write everything because I need to tell someone and this is where at least I can throw out everything which is running in my mind.  I have no friends, my family members are backdated thinkers they won't listen to about all this. Although I can't tell them everything because I know the consequences after that.  So this is the way where I can share my thoughts anonymously. 
So I started from the very beginning. 
It was 18th February 2020 when we met first at a festival. I don't know him personally before that he was a colleague of one of my friends, we both were invited there. After we met he started to talk with me, I also casually talked with him. At that time I was not aware he gained some feelings for me in our first meeting. After the party is over I came back home.
3 days later in the evening, I received a phone call from an unknown number. I received the phone call and hear he was on the call, I was surprised because I didn't give him my number. I asked him how do you know about my phone number... He took the number from that friend and he called me to talk with me because we are in the same class and he needs some notes for the upcoming examinations. I didn't think anything and added him to my WhatsApp. 
He started flirting with me and within a week he proposed to me. At first, I rejected him but after a few days I accepted his proposal and we started our relationship.
After 1 week of our relationship, we had our first fight he didn't call me for a whole day he didn't call me, and I freaked out for the first time. 
I have some anger issues so,
I busted upon him when he called after a day... then we fought again. After 2 or 3 days it cools. We started talking again normally.
Because of the global pandemic, we don't meet each other from the start of our relationship. But it was not a big problem... The major problems are upcoming after that...
Some day later I heard from someone, that I torture him mentally... I didn't support him... And every time I fought with him. 
I asked that person how did she know about that.. she told me my boyfriend's female best friend told her those things about me...
Here is to mention that his female best friend is that person.. in whose home we met first...
I felt very bad ... How did he tell me about me like that... Why he is lying.. it was just 3 weeks of our relationship. And they did this with me.


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