I'm feeling like Hritik Roshan from lakshay movie, one day I want to be that other day I want something else. Fuckkkkk what is my lakshay idk man!!!??? Me aisa kyun hu! Me aisa kyu hu?!!!

3am Thoughts

My gf is making my life soooo miserable mai nahi hr wakt usse baat kr sakta 24hr yrr meri vi life h aur bhai itni dominating h koi kaise rhe aise relationship meh jisme samne wala aapke sath zabardasti kre 

Relationships

Dear me
Yeah you have problems woh bhi bhut saari.
Shyd kisi ko bata bhi na ske,
But at least you deserve a shoulder to cry on.

Tanhai ki us jhil me,
ek kashti hamne banai thi,
uske beech me main aur tum the
Charo aur tanhai thi,
tum muskurayi thi,
meri baho me samayi thi,

tumhare intezaar me ek kashti aur bhi ayi thi,
ye mujhe hai pata wo tumhe bohot lubhai thi
par wo kashti Apne sath Andhi bhi layi thi
shayad uski pyaar ki Andhi itni tez thi
dub gayi hamari kashti Jo kabhi na datmagayi thi

tanhai ki us jhil mei me gir gaya kuchh is tarah
shayad tum inkar karo chhinte tumpar bhi ayi thi
tanhai ki is jhil Ko aasuon se dariya kar diya
tere intzaar Ko jeene ka zariya kar liya
tum Chali gayi hamse door yaadein hame sataengi
kahte hai doobi kashtiya na waapas ayi thi na wapas ayengi ,


i want to fall in love with a girl 
aur uske peeche bhaag ke usko patana hai 
and then i wanna feel that feeling ki chalo finally she's mine 
par mujhe kisi se pyaar hi nai hota 
kisi se baat krne me interest hi nahi aata 

"I don't want to live".
Kya jabardasti h hai jeena padega? 
Exiting everyday is a pain. And I don't  have a choice to die.

Life

Yaar tumlog ke paas breakup and unemployment ke alawa koi problem nhi hai kya life mein

It seems like every line of this song is for her from my heart 💜

"Na Maregi Diwangi Meri
Na Maregi Awargi Meri
Ke Maaregi Zyada Mujhe Mout Se
Narazgi Teri

Kyu Itna Hua Hai Tu Khafa
Hai Zid Kis Baat Ki Teri
Ke Maregi Zyaada Mujhe Mout Se
Narazgi Teri

Jaan Nisaar Hai Jaan Nisaar
Tere Pyar Pe Mere Yaar
Jaan Nisaar Hai

Duniya Zamane Se Rishte Mitaye Hai
Tujhse Hi Yaari Hain Humari
Ik Baar Toh Aa

Maine Nibhaya Hai Karke Dikhaya Hai
Le Teri Baari Ik Waari Tu Bhi Pyar Nibha
Tu Bhi Pyar Nibha Oh Yaara

Teri Berukhi Se Hai Badi
Umar Intezar Ki Meri
Ke Maregi Zyada Mujhe Mout Se
Narazgi Teri

Kyu Itna Huaa Hai Tu Khafa
Hai Zid Kis Baat Ki Teri
Ke Maregi Zyada Mujhe Mout Se
Narazgi Teri

Jaan Nisaar Hai Jaan Nisaar
Tere Pyar Pe Mere Yaar
Jaan Nisaar Hai Jaan Nisaar
Tere Pyaar Pe Mere Yaar
Jaan Nisaar Hai"

Idk what to do damn it…
I have a friend like i don’t know humari kise baat honi shuru hui thi wo college m meri hi class m tha phel but after a semester hamara section change hogya i seriously don’t have any idea ki humari baate itni kse badh gyi jb hum mile bhi nhi the even lol😂 but hn pata nhi kyu I felt comfortable and mne ese hi ek din usse aapne ex ki baate share krdi mind it meri life m yeh baat uske ilawa sirf meri 4 frnds ko pata h and mne usse share krdi like hamara bond acha hogya with tym i used to share kuch bhi hota tha usse related he used to give me really good suggestion it’s almost 2 years now like we share a diff bond ik when he is hiding something and when he is not okay same with him so problem kya h? I feel for him no actually he is my good friend problem is now college are reopen we meet almost everyday one day he just texted me ki i want to tell you something and than he said leave it will affect our friendship and even i didn’t force him much and uske baad sb shi chl rha tha ek din hum essehi drame kr rhe the toh mne kha ki msg nhi karungi ab terko he said okay and I didn’t msg him maybe the next day uska face bata rha tha ki koi baat h toh i msged him asking kya hua he said kuch nhi mne usse face to face bhi pucha usne whi kha and said lecture ke baad milte h college ke bhar wo frnds sath bhar aaya toh i felt ki usne mujhe ignore Kiya toh i just left again yesterday wo meri class m aaya bhar bhi dikha and I felt like he was ignoring me and even today I felt same idk what is happening
What should I do should i msg him?
Or should I continue ignoring him like he is doing??

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