I’m feeling irritated some time and sometimes I feel I want to run away from all the things. I don’t feel ambitious I don’t feel I’m doing something good with my life and it kills me



I feel you man !! I am just so irritated and and grumpy for no reason 😤

Same here.It's a feeling that u have no goals left to run behind.

Exhausted

aaj chaand kitna acha lg raha h 

Life

I have a situation that I’m a bit confused about. I had a best friend, let’s call her A. She used to text me first and call me first about everything. Then she started spending a lot of her time with someone else and texting that person some of the things she used to text me for, so I kind of felt like she was replacing me. However, she still called me her best friend, and she would facetime me when she needed something.
Then she stopped calling me altogether and I kind of felt like she had some problem with me or didn’t care about me anymore at school.
Then I found out from another friend that she actually thought I hated her and that’s why she was acting that way.
So I messaged her, explained the situation and she said we could be okay and that she would never replace me. Since then she hasn’t called me or texted me and it’s been a few weeks. She is calling and texting the other person first so has completely replaced me now. I’m starting to accept that the friendship is over and I’m like her seventh choice now but what I cannot figure out is if it was fair of her to do this? Just completely go and replace me after we made up? 

Friends

Whenever i get sad or i feel unfair, it feels like someone is trying to suffocate me. And i couldn't breathe properly. I have tried to tell my mom about it, and she just said okay. And my best friend laughs about it idk why. But tiles like that i have been struggling to breathe and it scares me now. 

3am Thoughts

"Young blood thinks there's always tomorrow...I need more time but time can't be borrowed.."

Conflict

I feel emotionally blank. Is it okay if I vent?

I've had a really rough year...
I know that the pandemic affected so many people but I feel like I need to get it out of my chest.

I quit my job in December when I found out that I was pregnant because my boss was making me work even when I felt sick , I worked alone and there was no one to cover me.
I found another job, from home this time because of the Covid, they fired me when I told I was pregnant. I tried to sue them and they played dirty with the lawyer so there was no compensation... I didn't have any help from the government with the money until this day. 
I had a really bad birth , because of the negligence of the doctors I didn't have a C-section and almost lost my life and life of my child. Luckily she is healthy and growing well, but with all that happened I developed a postpartum depression... Now I need to find a job and leave my 3 month old child, because the money my husband is making is not enough for us all. 
Also my grandma passed away but because of the Covid neither I or my mom were able to leave the country for the funeral...

I am really struggling to put myself together, there is to much injustice to handle. Not even talking about my body that is still so far from being healthy...

I'm sorry guys I needed to share this because it's too much...

Physical Health

We need to address Climate Change , we're at the mercy of these goons of politicians who are exploiting the planet without raising an alarm. trump has the audacity ] to even say that climate change isn't real, featherhead. the fact that no one is raising an alarm, is in itself a cause to be alarmed , my blood boils seeing the complacency and I feel so hopeless  

Other

How much longer do I have to wait? That’s what I keep hearing about having a crush for so long. I’ve had feelings for my teacher for almost 8 years now and they’re worse now than when they started. I want it to end already. I want to stop missing him and stop reminiscing about when I could see him every day. It’s like craving a drug and having an itch I can’t scratch. That’s how badly I want to be around him. 
I’ve “given it time” and stayed very far away from him. How many more years will it take? At this point, I don’t know if there will ever be a time where I feel absolutely nothing for this person.

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