im feeling good today...but a lil bored...i am always open if u need someone to listen u:)

@secretgirl im glad your feeling good today hope everyday is a good day to you :)

Friends

I have feeling really weird these days.
i NEVER had bf in my life. i also want someone who would take care of me, say some sweet things to me, hug me, cuddle with me, go on date and have some tasty food while sitting close to each other, me wearing short dress and sit on his lap and let his hands stay on my thighs, kiss him slowly while staring in his eyes, give him love bites, let him to touch me all of mine, sleep with him and do some naughty stuff.
(PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME)
But im craving for this things now, i wanna experience this.
i tried to supress this feelings but my mind still think about this desires & i cant control this feelings.
THIS THINGS KEEPS RUNNING IN MY MIND ALL THE TIME :(


Love

Living so peaceful life and happy life.. 

No expectation. No jealousy. No regret. No complain and no interest in people... 

Living my own place 💕🤭how beautiful it is💕🥂 

3am Thoughts

The privileged urge to be ungrateful & grateful at the same time. 

Other

Suggest some songs please!!  
Bored with same songs again and again ....

Music

I am 28 handsome, single, orphan and successful in career about to grab high earning job in July. I didn't wanted to have any girlfriend or wife, as I am in very critical responsible situation, I have one mentally challenged sister and my parents dead in pandemic and I have PTSD 
So I try to get away from girls coz in most cases girls ruins the situation. 

But then I met a widow age 27 in January having 6 years old daughter. I met her knowing that she was clinically depressed, suffering all the symptoms daily and no one in her circle took her to psychiatrist.

Because of my kind nature I took her to psychiatrist and then went to her home, after the hospital thing I wanted to go back but she asked me not to leave.
Next day also she and her daughter didn't want me to leave. 

And slowly we came closer sharing our griefs and stories
, one day in excitement we had concensual sex. sometimes she ask me for marrige but I always say no.

Family wise she's fine but I doubt whether she could handle my schizophrenic sister, she already have a baby and she also going to have her late husbands job soon, so how she will get time for me and my sisters.

She says she loves me but I am not feeling it,
It just been two - three months we met and I feel because I am beauty with brain thats why she don't want to loose me that's why she's faking that she loves me and so desperate to marry me.
She had introduced me to all her family members as a friend. 

I clearly said her that I don't have any plans for marriage but still she ask me. I don't like her way of talking and I am also not attracted to her sexually. How should I marry her?

I don't want to break her heart either. 

Confusion

What has your therapy experience been like? 

Now&Me Thinks

There is a guy, whom I like, he knows I like him, but he doesn't like him, he got married to someone else, so I stopped talking to him because of course I was sad, I'm still sad.
We didn't talk for months, and today after months he texted me and said he still wants to be friends.
What should I do??
I still have feelings for him, and I don't want him out of my life but I also can't stand the fact that he is married now 

I'ma person that loves being slim but I exercise and do cleanses and they don't  work  I see my friends then I feel depressed what should I do 

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