I’m feeling disoriented. Like I don’t know what Is going on .. like I’m not happy .. like this all isn’t real , and I don’t know why bad shit happens to me why do I hate myself, I just wanna disappear 

Hey
I can totally understand you
This too shall pass and be over soon 
Better days are coming
Have a little hope
I am here for you if you want to talk about it

3am Thoughts

People self harm to have a control over their chaotic internal emotions. By harming themselves,they distract themselves from constantly thinking of a trauma and focus their attention on the pain of the cut. 

Mental Health

The moment you realise you’re making someone an option leave the person for their good.

K dramas awaken something in me. I don't even understand what at times. I understand they're supposed to be feel good. But they're like an escape from my reality to a far beautiful and peaceful one. I don't watch them as much but every single one that i watch makes me so happy and calm. Along with a need to have a boyfriend lol. 

can i talk to someone?


I need some advice. Any kind is welcomed. Please

I have a friend and we've been best friend for let's say 4 years and 2 years ago we had to go to different schools due to different fields of study.
Anyway we have the type of friendship were no matter the amount of time we do not speak we bounce back together easily.

Let's call her Kiera. She's a typical bagasse girl, and some people please excise my language calls her a b*tch.
And her and I are complete opposite but we're still friend regardless.

However nowadays when we tal she doesn't seem to want to talk to me and sometimes doesn't open my messages for days unless I text her again during that time. And I always tell her to let's hang out and she always says yes but then we never do.
I haven't especially due to covid. And I always see her posting pictures on her status with her other friends and showing text messages that she's had with other people.

And last week I told her let's start exercising together since I know she wants to lose wait and I want to stay fit. That way we keep each other motivated and get a chance to reconnect. She read the message and told me she got to go cause there's something she's got to do and that she'll message me later. She never did. And today I see her post multiple pictures with herself and one of her girl friends exercising together.
Am I looking too much into this or does it seem like she's just humouring this friendship? Any advice is welcomed.

Please

her in almost more than a yearphysically f year now 

Friends

Hi guys,
I really need your help. I am going to Mumbai tommorow for the first just for travelling on this weekend I searched on web about hotels and they are too costly. Please suggest something reasonable, where can I stay for 1 or 2days.  

Travel

Hi, guys, I just wanted to share this thing about me. I don't like watching so much movies/series anymore, unlike before that I really find Kdrama so much entertaining. For some reason, I get very anxious in selecting movies/series. Thinking in advance about how the plot twists affect my brain everyday. You may laugh at me but I'm telling the truth. I really choose what I will watch, because I know that it is for my own good. 

Anxiety

I don't know if my dad was disciplining or abusing what he did because he always shouted at me if I did something wrong and he slapped me if there was something wrong with his equipment and if There is a loss of his money, he immediately blames me, I don't know if I'm really his child or not And sometimes I wish I wasn't just his child because I'm tired of his behavior

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