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I’m exhausted. There’s just so much I want to say and express but I fear I’ll be ignored. I lost 2 of best friends and 1 friend who was like a brother to me. Things will never be the same again and it’s been so many years since the incident that I have completely shut myself down and stopped caring about everything in life.
I understand what’s wrong and I know what to do but I just can’t do it.
I feel exhausted now especially talking about it and just thinking it. Over 5 years since everything started and ended. I still can’t bring myself to have a peace of mind.

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@youareimportant

Understandable where the emotions are like this when you lose such important people in your life. But always think about it the other side, that birth and death are the part of the life and we cant change it.
Your feeling and emotions are really important. Talk about your emotions as you did. Try engaging yourself with things that interest you: study/work. You can even try grief counselling online/check some resources that can work for you to understand and get back in daily routine. I hope this helps and you can talk here if you want:)

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@betterme

Sometimes people get caught up in their own thoughts. You can share if you wish to. No one’s gonna judge.

And if someone gives a thought about it from their perspective, maybe it will lighten you up 😄