I’m exhausted. There’s just so much I want to say and express but I fear I’ll be ignored. I lost 2 of best friends and 1 friend who was like a brother to me. Things will never be the same again and it’s been so many years since the incident that I have completely shut myself down and stopped caring about everything in life.
I understand what’s wrong and I know what to do but I just can’t do it.
I feel exhausted now especially talking about it and just thinking it. Over 5 years since everything started and ended. I still can’t bring myself to have a peace of mind.