I'm excited to move forward from the heys we exchange , the glances and smiles. I hope you're good news. I hope we make it to a bigger end, together.

Relationships

Relationships are like Titanic. Once it gets drowned, nothing could save it.

के पता नहीं उन्हें हमसे मोहब्बत थी भी या नहीं,
एक हम है की अब तक दिल में बसा रखा है।
और वो मुझे चाहती है ये मुझे तक नहीं पता,
मैं उसपे मरता हूं सबको बता रखा है।

3am Thoughts

I feel like i’m sad all the time and i don’t know why but now i’m very anxious because i feel like other people hate me 

I just wanna die. I wish no one knew I existed.

Suicidal Ideation

No matter what happens always stay happy 😊

Today i saw my ex's girlfriend after a long she used to look pathetic in school but now she's become so hot  and here i look exactly the same as 5 years back

I have to purge these thoughts otherwise I might go crazy. 
I can't become a doctor. I just can't. I can't study. I sleep to avoid my life situations. I slept for 12 hours yesterday. On a school night. When I am supposed to study. College is really kicking my butt. My fight or flight activates when we sit during quiz classes because I can't retain information. It takes me twice as many efforts as a regular person to retain info. My friends are really selfish. I was going through a crisis and they didn't even invite me to sit with them the next day and even said crap like "save some for your brain" It was pretty hurtful because I never once said that to them. I always listen to who is bitching about who. Always. And when I will confront them they will gaslight me into thinking that it was my fault for feeling bad. I just want to feel like my younger self again. 

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