I'm emotionally and mentally drained right now.  Day by day the environment at my home is getting chaotic  for the worse. 
It's just this toxic energy around that I can't handle it anymore. 

Just the domineering behavior and anger issues on the rise. 
I just can't talk sense to them. 
And my anxiety is getting best of me


I wish it was that easy. 
I do try to talk to someone but I struggle a lot 

I honestly dont know what the right response is to a post like this, but ive been also been through quite the siuation at home, im not quite sure whays happening, but do your friends know about your situation?

Anxiety

I wanted to post something here but I don't know what to post :-)



3am Thoughts

I lost My   Pen
I have the left but not the  right
I think I lost it while
 i  was  in your dream
I looked  for it but 
All happend in   a dream
Every where it seems  loneliness
 Every  thing was Dark in the midnight moonlight
I wonder why  
I lost my Pen
In a quite sight
       ✍️Writer Annunciator
 ©Mubashir Rehman Pedhar

Dreams

Heyyyy all a little story time 
Backstory 
I had a boyfriend and we loved each other like anything 
He kinda kinda cheated on me 
Idk if it's called cheating 
But he talked to some Indian pornstar type of girl who takes money and gives sessions(sexual)
I found out on my own
He cried like anything and convinces me to stay
I stay 
After a few months he just tells me he wants a break and then a breakup reason being he didn't love me as much as I did
And he can't live like that for a whole life
Now I see this guy posting about the same Indian girl just after a few days of our breakup.
It's been 5 months now of the breakup and I saw those posts today
I have panic attacks because of this person, anxiety 
Moreover I see him everyday and can't breathe
I really wanna take revenge or literally
 just do something so he just gets scared or something...but I can't 
He has just destroyed me 
What do I do?? Please answer 




Cheating

I don’t wanna live anymore. I hate the sadness that engulfs me. I hate everything. My mental health is a mess. What’s worse I don’t even wanna heal. I hate it. I can’t go through like this anymore. I don’t want to. I lost my will to live a long time back. A little hope kept me. And now even that seems to be fading away. I just can’t now.

Depression

is there a way to report anonymous users?

Now&Me Feedback

hello
so you see lately ive been going through alot.
my mom gets angry at everything i do
i wanna hit my mom but she would kill me if i did
ive been thinking of going to live with my dad forever because
no one here likes me, everyone gets annoyed by me easily
i always cry myself to bed because of her,
she said the other day after i hit my baby brother playing she said
"dont hit him again or ill kill you"
i dont feel comfortable at my moms
thank you for reading this.
i do really feel suicidal sometimes


Suicidal Ideation

He knows, when I say I don't want to talk, I'm yearning for his attention. Yes, every day he expresses how beautiful I am and how much he admires me—from the moment I wake up until I go to bed. Yes, I believe him. I trust every word that comes out of his mouth. I can see love in his eyes; he loves me more than anything. If I ever encounter trouble, he is the first person who comes to mind, and hearing his voice makes me unable to hold back tears. He's the supportive shoulder I can lean on whenever I need. Yes, I trust him more than I trust myself. He stands as the most honest person I have ever met. When it starts to rain, he knows I adore the scent of wet soil.He understands that when I say I'm not hungry, I likely forgot to eat. He knows I dislike eating in the morning, and my comfort food is pasta. Those sweet good morning and good night love texts are a constant. Yes, I know he loves Coca-Cola with puffcorn—a mix created using Navratan and Aloo Bhujia. I may get on his nerves, and I know how to both frustrate and calm him. Did I believe him when he first said he loves me? Yes, he communicated that even before using words. Has he proposed already? Yes, he did. He asked me to marry him when I shared my love for painting. Yes his laughter warms my soul.

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