I'm down right now and it feels like the world is about to collapse. It's so painful and I can't work 

Women Empowerment

I'm not going lie. It's been difficult these past few months. But I see myself growing stronger each day and that motivates me to continue this journey. Yes I have horrid days, but I try to stay positive. It's least I can do for myself. I hope one day i can learn to love me for who I am and who I'm becoming.

Motivation

As you kick start your day, remember well begun is half done 💫
Gud mrng Folks ❤️

Entrepreneurship

Anyone is free to talk? 🦜

3am Thoughts

I am 23 today and I'm feeling a mild birthday depression

1) It has nothing to do with getting older
2) I was congratulated by the people I care about
3) I feel lonely even though I purposely didn't make any plans with anyone except for having dinner with parents (I even turned down an invitation from a friend)
4) I don't usually feel this way so whenever I do it kind of hits harder

I just kind of feel confused and lonely and exhausted

Mental Health

Met my long distance bf recently.. we wanted to drink together, so we did.. but I was not good with it..vomited all of it and couldn’t withstand.. he only cleaned everything and dropped me home.. again for the last time we met after a day, he was continuous annoyed by wt ever I do.. 
It’s been a week since that hpnd, he’s still scolding me for everything.. I’m not understanding how to face this shit!! I’m feeling really sad, depressed.. I stopped talking frequently with him, I called him in the mng after a long time and told him I’m sick he’s scolding for that also..😞

Anxiety

idk. Its confusing.

Other

dear the one I love,
I don't need to have you I don't need us to be together, I don't need you to love me I just want you to love and I can love for both of us. Just be happy, be healthy, love, and be loved like I love you. During the hard times I'll pray for you, ill pray for an angel for you to come and safe you like you once saved me, I know I can't be what you were to me to you, I know things are hard for "us" to exist. Because I can't show you how much i love you i pray for someone to love you as much as i do and to have the courage that I never had. I would give up my life for you to be happy. I don't know how you're doing and that hurts me more than not being able to see you, if only i knew you are fine then I could smile, i could feel at peace. I don't how you been doing that's why I'm not happy cuz only if you are I can be but I don't know that. Promise me that whatever happens whatever people say, even if you get hurt you won't lose your essence, you won't lose that warm smile of yours cuz in a word without ur smile the sun doesn't come out promise your eyes will never be empty promise in them there will always remain that light like a star in the night sky that could light up the darkest of nights, promise me you'll never close your heart, the one that was full of love for everyone and could see good in all. Promise me you'll always be you. I hope you know you're so special, you are the most unique person I've ever met, you're so good, so kind, the best person I've ever met, it's hard to think people like that exist but you do, you're like an angel, you're so worth it. So remember your existence is so important, idk if I'd even exist if I hadn't met you, be proud of who you are, cuz you might just be one person in this world but you're the world to me. In another life as different people, in a better world, let's meet again then maybe we will be able to be together but as for now all i want is for you to be happy.


Love

I don't know why I have fear of marriage.
When sometime parents discuss such marriage topic I feel like crying and anxious bcoz I thought that my career will end and there is no one who allows study after marriage. I have a fear that I will become useless and I will never be happy.
Firstly I want to know myself and build my relationship with myself and god.


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