I'm crying for my boyfriend..he is no contact situation with me will he comeback or not

Relationships

I have been preparing for competitive exams since 2020. Couldn't be able to crack any single exam till date. Socially isolated, frustrated, no friends, no skills, unemployed, bad relationship with family

Yeah it's me 🔥

Exhausted

Sometimes being alone feels lonely but  it’s also an kind peaceful feeling …. Waiting for right person  to talk about ur feelings is an damn fucking shit for introvert kind of person !!? 
 


3am Thoughts

Why am I so angry sometimes and so sad the other? At school I am a complete different person. I am the most happiest human alive.

I m in a relationship for 3 years and things were really tough he left me in my bad days and after that always promised me to be there but his actions never said the same still i managed the relationship by putting extra effort and understanding his problems for not being there he is like he just wants love and don't know how to give it back always ready with excuses like i m busy i forgot i m not expressive bla bla so recently he told about us to his family that was all of a sudden which i was not expecting at all because his mixed behaviour doesn't made me feel like marrying him to be honest....but now he is involving all his family members and ofcourse he wants to marry Just because only i can handle his misbehaviour and ill tretment also i m very understanding not because he loves me may be he does but i can't see anything like that and i m very clear that i can't marry a guy who just wants and never gives back i also want to get love but he doesn't mad me feel loved i told him we should take time and think about this but his family is in hurry and i can't marry a men like him because throughout this 3 years only i was the one handling all the issues of relationship and working on it and he was busy enjoying the benefits i just don't want to marry him that's it and i had tried saying him this but he is always like i will change after marriage i will handle and all but i know him he will be same and at that time also he will ask me to adjust and his family is ready just because i am highly educated and pretty (according to them) so they are ready for marriage apart from that they are not ready to see my point according to them there som is bestest and i m lucky to have him but only i know what all ill treatment he did to me just to satisfy his ego i know it eas my mistake to give him chance to change and tried to work on relationship but i can't tolerate this lifetime and he expects the same thing to do for my entire life i don't want to hurt his family because obviously they are innocent in all this and i know the value of family but i can't sacrifice my life by doing this type of adjustment where only i m the giver 😓


Boyfriend

I don’t really feel comfortable around others and practically most of the kids at my school only know me by “ Joel’s girlfriend” I don’t really mind but his friends or people he knows look at me so weirdly._. I don’t know how to feel about that stuff .-. Oh well

What's your thought about life ?

Caregiver

Night Owls? 🦉

12th 1st term result has been came In school 🥺🥺😭💔

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